FireGoddess
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What a wonderful and heartbreaking thread at the same time. Thank you Ellen for starting this thread, and of course thank you to PS for creating such a dynamic forum.
I have to say that this is an issue that concerns me greatly - not because it''s something I have to deal with imminently I hope (my parents are in their early-mid sixties), but because I have moved so far away from them. They are on the east coast, I''m on the west coast. Not exactly conducive to taking care of them when that time comes. It scares me. I do have 2 sisters that live close to our parents and I do worry about resentment issues later on with me not being nearby. I would love to try and convince my parents to retire out here so I can be nearby to take care of them, but who knows if that will happen. Right now it''s an impossibility as my mother''s father is still alive (the man is in his nineties, God bless!) and he needs my parents to take care of him, though he lives half an hour away from them. It''s been hard on my mom as he has turned into - as Julia put it - someone requiring an exorcism. Even while my mom was undergoing chemo and all that for her advanced breast cancer he never really ''got it'' as to how sick she was, and has been. Just was POed she wasn''t delivering him meals every week and writing out his bills. He''ll literally push you out of the way in the rain so he can get to shelter first. I mean, really nice, y''know? My dad, who was never treated well by my grandfather, took on the responsibility in addition to caring for my mother. and that was quite a toll on him. My dad has had to retire early because his eyesight is failing (they think macular degeneration as well, but not sure) which has also been a toll. Facing that and my mom''s breast cancer has just been such a jolting shock to me...that they''re getting older and I''m not there. But we have roots here, including DH''s business, and it''s not feasible to move back there. And it freaks me out.
Anyway, reading all your stories my heart goes out to all of you. How hard it is. For everyone. I will be reading this thread even if I don''t have any personal experience to add.
I have to say that this is an issue that concerns me greatly - not because it''s something I have to deal with imminently I hope (my parents are in their early-mid sixties), but because I have moved so far away from them. They are on the east coast, I''m on the west coast. Not exactly conducive to taking care of them when that time comes. It scares me. I do have 2 sisters that live close to our parents and I do worry about resentment issues later on with me not being nearby. I would love to try and convince my parents to retire out here so I can be nearby to take care of them, but who knows if that will happen. Right now it''s an impossibility as my mother''s father is still alive (the man is in his nineties, God bless!) and he needs my parents to take care of him, though he lives half an hour away from them. It''s been hard on my mom as he has turned into - as Julia put it - someone requiring an exorcism. Even while my mom was undergoing chemo and all that for her advanced breast cancer he never really ''got it'' as to how sick she was, and has been. Just was POed she wasn''t delivering him meals every week and writing out his bills. He''ll literally push you out of the way in the rain so he can get to shelter first. I mean, really nice, y''know? My dad, who was never treated well by my grandfather, took on the responsibility in addition to caring for my mother. and that was quite a toll on him. My dad has had to retire early because his eyesight is failing (they think macular degeneration as well, but not sure) which has also been a toll. Facing that and my mom''s breast cancer has just been such a jolting shock to me...that they''re getting older and I''m not there. But we have roots here, including DH''s business, and it''s not feasible to move back there. And it freaks me out.
Anyway, reading all your stories my heart goes out to all of you. How hard it is. For everyone. I will be reading this thread even if I don''t have any personal experience to add.