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Ditto this whole post. TP, there is a lot that is unhealthy in this situation, and it might benefit you to see a counselor and sort through it.Date: 10/28/2009 9:49:30 AM
Author: Tacori E-ring
Not to beat a dead horse but the fact that you are so open minded regarding my comments instead of angry and defensive tells me you might think we are all right. Listen, I don''t know you but I know how hard it is to let go sometimes when you love someone. Maybe you realize B is NOT the man you want to spend your life with. Just like someone said the only constant with his two daughters is HIM. He is to blame for at least some of the problem. I would spend every last penny to protect my child. That is the normal and healthy response for a parent. Someday if you have a child you will understand where we are all coming from. Children are innocent, blameless and so easily molded by outside influences. It is prudent that you provide a healthy and happy environment so they can become healthy and happy adults and in return raise healthy and happy children. B has more than dropped the ball. They have talk shows that revolve around men like him. But I do believe you love him and are blinded by that love. Don''t live your life in fear. Fear of being alone or someone else will hurt you too. You have to believe there is someone better out there for you. I urge you to see a therapist and explore why you are with a man who is so much older than you and obviously does not value or respect you. You MUST take care of YOURSELF. Is this relationship healthy for you? Are you happy? Is this the man you can to have children (if you want children) with? Marriage is hard but we all deserve love and respect. It is in your control. I would hate to see you stay b/c you don''t know what else to do.
I do not know a parent that would not, from day one, sacrifice everything to make sure their child was safe.
Also, I''m curious - were you and B told that his daughter was hopeless by the psychologists, or was B told and he told you? Because I''m really having trouble believing that any psychologist with a shred of credibility would say, "This child is hopeless, and it''s going to hurt her more to try to get her out of this unhealthy, unsafe environment than it will to leave her there." But I can believe that a person who did not want to bother anymore would tell his very caring, very involved, very impressionable GF that.
B has a history of dropping out of the picture when things get tough with the females in his life. 2 divorces, 2 abandoned daughters (because you do not "cut off" or "become estranged from" a 10 year old. You ABANDON them). He''d rather work on his plane than help his child. He''d rather work on his plane than keep his daughter safe. If that''s how he ranks his child on his priority scale, what''s going to happen when *you* need to be kept safe? You take care of him a lot, from preparing his taxes to caring for him when his illness flares up. Would he do the same for you? Would he stick by you in you were in an accident, and, God forbid, became paralyzed or needed constant care?
Honestly, TP, I''m terrified for his daughters and I''m scared for you.