Join a group, volunteer to walk or read to dogs a shelter. If you have organizations near you that help abused women or need child advocates, sign up. Find someone(s) who are lonelier, less fortunate, shut-in and gift them with your shining personality and warm heart. Help fill the holes in someone's life and that good will come back to you by the bucketful.I am so... so lonely.
So glad that your PS family has provided some measure of comfort to you. I can only imagine the nightmare that your life was turned into in the blink of an eye. I think you have done a phenomenal job with it all and we encourage you to get on with it in the most loving of ways. Yay for sending off your resume and continuing to deal with the issues regarding money, etc. These are all steps in the right direction for you and I know it forces you to do things that you are not comfortable with or would really rather not be assigned to do. However, you have soldiered on and I admire your determination through the cobwebs! I think that writing things down in the week prior to your doctor meeting is a wonderful idea; funny how we can feel something, move through it and somehow forget that it was a big issue in just a few days. This 'diary' would afford you the most benefit from your visits and again, I see this thought process as great progress for yourself. It may not feel like it at least half of the time, but you are doing a great job in processing all that has been handed to you. Please just keep talking to us and accepting our 'motherly' words of wisdom and advice - you know we only have your best interests at heart!!
I really wish I was nearby.I am so... so lonely.