by katkat » Apr 9, 2009 Thanks for checking on me. I feel okay....yet, I am not foolish enough to think I don''t have a lot of healing to do. I have worked it through my mind time and time again...and I cannot believe I put myself in a position to even accept a LAST minute propsal. I vow never to do that to myself again. I found out lastnight that he had reached out to my Dad via email and asked to have lunch with him when he got back from the trip. He wrote the email two weeks ago. My Dad does not know all that has transpired so he casually mentioned, " *** emailed and said we should meet for lunch. Wonder why?" I''m numb to it really. As for the dinner date....I accepted for next week. One casual dinner can''t hurt, can it?