movie zombie
Super_Ideal_Rock
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Andelain|1341819456|3230904 said:......movie zombie|1341069646|3226539 said:Andelain, i wanted to say that i read your post in JewelFreak's thread in which you said, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." of course, that was about the loss of loved ones. what i wanted to say to you here in your thread which is about something one could never be happy about is that YOU have the right mind set and attitude traveling your path. one could never be happy having breast cancer. but one can be happy about having survived the sandbox. i don't think i'm writing any of this very well but i admire you. you are facing everything with courage. when i read what you wrote in that other thread i wondered if you had studied taoism at all.....? because that was such a taoist thing to write.
No Tao, just heard someone I know say it and could relate. So often when I find a thread or RL situation like that I get lost for words, so I'll borrow someone else's words if they say what I'm thinking.
I'm not sure if I have the best attitude or not. I'm neither optimistic about beating this, nor pessimistic. I either will or I won't win the battle. I know what the statistics say, even with treatment there's about a 30% chance it'll come back and spread. There's close to a 70% chance it won't. So I'll have to wait and see which side I end up on. Sometimes people tell me I have to just believe I'll beat this. I don't think that way, I have to accept that I may not. That means down the road I might have to think about things like who gets my bling, etc. For now though, I'm not concerned with that. For now it hasn't spread, so I'll keep on acting accordingly. And being too sick to move from the chemo, that is.......
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again, very Taoist. here and now. acceptance of reality and facing it in a realistic manner. keeping one's feet on the path. you're walking it without even knowing it. facing this cancer with who and what you are. my admiration for you deepens.