by missy » Jun 14, 2019 Thank you Kate and I am so very sorry about Daisy. I agree with you. We do the best we can and it is all we can do. Thank you for your warm wishes and your hugs. As I type this post Francesca is laying on me as Greg and I are sitting on the couch having coffee. I pray she has no clue what is going on with her health and that she is feeling OK and that she is in decent spirits. It is hard to tell but she seems content for now. We were able to give her the chemo liquid and antibiotics yesterday and so far so good. She is eating a bite every couple of hours so that works. She is getting up (and so are we to feed her haha) at 1 AM and 3 AM and we go downstairs each time to feed her. Rather Greg goes down to feed her. He is the best fur daddy. Here is a video of Francesca nursing him yesterday haha. She is precious.She nursed me too yesterday and drew blood with a love bite. She for some reason likes to give me love bites that are super hard. I do not mind. I will take all the love I can get. Bloody and all. Hey now my arm matches my toe. What are your weekend plans? Thank you dear @marcy. I so appreciate your kindness. Yum to sugar cookies and donuts but sorry you didn't get a donut last night. Glad you are enjoying watching the Open at Pebble Beach. Hopefully you can go there soon and see them in person next year...Hope your Friday is good and that your knees are feeling good too. Thank you Sharon. Glad you are getting out and enjoying cycling and lovely weather. Thank you for your good wishes for Francesca. My ingrown nail is from my cycling accident when I broke those bones and the nail stopped growing for 8 months and when it started bam the ingrown nail started. And due to my poor circulation the doctor cannot permanently cauterize it or use chemicals to stop it from ingrowing so every few months I have to get the needles and nails torn out. It's still bleeding but I don't even care. All I care about is Francesca. Sorry my mood is down but I am holding onto hope somehow still for her even though it is against all odds. I am very sorry about your kidney stone and hope it passes on its own. My dh had a painful kidney stone and needed surgery but I know many more people where it passed on its own including my sister so hopefully that will be the case for you. Thinking good thoughts. Glad you got to enjoy gardening yesterday. @Calliecake Francesca's prognosis is worse than we thought. Her cancer is super aggressive and also very rare with hardly any case studies. Now we know the oral and injectable chemo she is currently on won't touch her cancer. Though Debbie said continue til we get an appointment at the oncology hospital near us. She is on a wait list and has an appointment in 2 weeks if she cannot get in sooner. Debbie said 2 weeks is too far away for her aggressive cancer but even when I was crying to the receptionist at the oncology hospital there was nothing she could do except put us on a wait list that has many others on that wait list. Francesca's future is looking very bleak. I am sure if you put can understand the agony Greg and I are going through. There are no miracles around and we cannot even get her in to see the oncologist we need to though probably that wouldn't help her anyway given her diagnosis. But she is our baby and of course we want to give her every chance while she is not suffering. @Slick1 thinking of you and hoping you are feeling well. Have fun this weekend at such a happy celebration. XO. @Mamabean how was your trip? Please share with us. I need some happy news. @AV_ what is on your schedule for today and the weekend? Have a nice day girls. XOXO.