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All of a sudden it hit me. So many emails, so many giving Tuesday pleas. I’m suddenly sleeping 12-13 hours a day.
Do you all think it could be my BIL’s death (September, 34 years old, completed suicide we had no idea that was an option) coming back at me? I was doing so much better, and now I feel like I am drowning in stuff and things. Does that even make sense?
Oh, and my longest friend’s mother died Sunday. She is like “minor mom” to me, so I have another funeral to go to soon. Maybe I can skip that? Would that be reasonable? I’m still sort of traumatized by seeing Dead BIL on my birthday to see if we could have an open casket.
I’m having trouble functioning all of a sudden. It’s like my brain and body aren’t working right.
BTW, I’m abandoning the pear diamond idea for my SIL. She is going to need money. She and the babies are going on Medicaid and she will only have to work 1 day a week now. His life insurance was about 100k as far as we can tell, which was enough for her to pay off the house.
Do you all think it could be my BIL’s death (September, 34 years old, completed suicide we had no idea that was an option) coming back at me? I was doing so much better, and now I feel like I am drowning in stuff and things. Does that even make sense?
Oh, and my longest friend’s mother died Sunday. She is like “minor mom” to me, so I have another funeral to go to soon. Maybe I can skip that? Would that be reasonable? I’m still sort of traumatized by seeing Dead BIL on my birthday to see if we could have an open casket.
I’m having trouble functioning all of a sudden. It’s like my brain and body aren’t working right.
BTW, I’m abandoning the pear diamond idea for my SIL. She is going to need money. She and the babies are going on Medicaid and she will only have to work 1 day a week now. His life insurance was about 100k as far as we can tell, which was enough for her to pay off the house.
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