galeteia
Brilliant_Rock
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I guess I just need some advice and perspective. My FF and I are buried in the paperwork we need for me to immigrate to the US to marry him, and the enormity of what we are doing is hitting us pretty hard. We feel like we are being rushed into marriage before either of us is ready-- we are 100% sure we want to get married, but we don''t want to get married so soon. He and I are on the same page as to our feelings about the whole thing, but can''t see much in the way of other options.
I wish we could just live together and take the time before we get enaged, and then get married. However, that''s not possible for us. I live in Canada, he''ll be doing his PhD in Texas. It is basically impossible for us to spend time together without me immigrating down there. It costs at least $500 US for a plane ticket there and back, which neither of us can afford. Nor do we come from rich families who could lend us the money. I don''t drive, let alone have a car, and it would take almost a week for me to drive down there even if I did, and as for taking the bus-- I can''t afford to take that much time off work. There is no sense getting evicted because I used my rent money to go visit my fiance in Texas. So visiting pre immigration isn''t an option.
He has a friend who is in upper year law school, who has been helping us look at our options. According to him, the only feasible option for us is marriage. He gave us the info on H-1Bs anyway, and after looking it over, we agreed that he was right. I''m just not likely to get a work visa, even if I could get a job in Texas at such a distance. They''ve already met the limit for 2007 anyway.
We could wait to get engaged, of course. But everything has to happen at least a year in advance, thanks to the paperwork. And what''s the point in waiting until next year, when we won''t be able to see one another anyway? I don''t want to get engaged long distance, and go at least TWO years without seeing him. It almost makes me feel like a mail-order bride, in a bizzare way.
We were really hoping he''d get a PhD spot closer to Canada, but that''s where he got in. Marriage is such a huge step, and it feels like the paperwork is forcing us to make that huge decision before we are ready. But we do know that we do want to get married, and it seems the situation is just forcing us to work out the details a year or two early. If he was closer, I might be able to get a job near him and then file to get a work visa, or even just come down to visit him on long weekends and layoff periods. But that''s not possible when he''s as far away as Texas.
I mean, here we are getting legal paperwork done and we aren''t even officially engaged yet!
He''s also worried that our interaction will be overshadowed by the paperwork. I''ve seen that happen in couples who are planning a wedding-- their focus shifts onto table settings, guest lists, and family drama, and stresses them out.
I''m hoping that someone out there can give me some hope, or reassurance. If you are going to criticize me, please do so without flaming me or being abusive.
I wish we could just live together and take the time before we get enaged, and then get married. However, that''s not possible for us. I live in Canada, he''ll be doing his PhD in Texas. It is basically impossible for us to spend time together without me immigrating down there. It costs at least $500 US for a plane ticket there and back, which neither of us can afford. Nor do we come from rich families who could lend us the money. I don''t drive, let alone have a car, and it would take almost a week for me to drive down there even if I did, and as for taking the bus-- I can''t afford to take that much time off work. There is no sense getting evicted because I used my rent money to go visit my fiance in Texas. So visiting pre immigration isn''t an option.
He has a friend who is in upper year law school, who has been helping us look at our options. According to him, the only feasible option for us is marriage. He gave us the info on H-1Bs anyway, and after looking it over, we agreed that he was right. I''m just not likely to get a work visa, even if I could get a job in Texas at such a distance. They''ve already met the limit for 2007 anyway.
We could wait to get engaged, of course. But everything has to happen at least a year in advance, thanks to the paperwork. And what''s the point in waiting until next year, when we won''t be able to see one another anyway? I don''t want to get engaged long distance, and go at least TWO years without seeing him. It almost makes me feel like a mail-order bride, in a bizzare way.
We were really hoping he''d get a PhD spot closer to Canada, but that''s where he got in. Marriage is such a huge step, and it feels like the paperwork is forcing us to make that huge decision before we are ready. But we do know that we do want to get married, and it seems the situation is just forcing us to work out the details a year or two early. If he was closer, I might be able to get a job near him and then file to get a work visa, or even just come down to visit him on long weekends and layoff periods. But that''s not possible when he''s as far away as Texas.
I mean, here we are getting legal paperwork done and we aren''t even officially engaged yet!
He''s also worried that our interaction will be overshadowed by the paperwork. I''ve seen that happen in couples who are planning a wedding-- their focus shifts onto table settings, guest lists, and family drama, and stresses them out.
I''m hoping that someone out there can give me some hope, or reassurance. If you are going to criticize me, please do so without flaming me or being abusive.