Date: 5/5/2009 9:38:36 AM
Author: Elmorton
My parents fought in front of me - and sometimes it was okay, because I''d also see them apologize to each other (which I do think is important for a kid to learn/see), but other times, my parents would scream, and then retreat to ''corners'' (separate spaces like a bedroom or a study) which would leave me to sit alone to contemplate which parent I''d live with if they got divorced. I probably wouldn''t tell my parents this, but there were times that I''d go through my room figuring out how to divide my toys if I had to live in two places (for the record, my parents are still together). That''s certainly not healthy.
I know that DH and I will probably clash a little in front of our kids someday, but as long as we''re fighting fair and also apologizing/resolving things in front them too, I don''t think it''s harmful.
DH''s parents are divorced and he says he doesn''t remember them fighting at all. Last weekend I stayed with my MIL, and we were talking about how people argue - she said that she and my FIL fought, but afterward, neither acknowledged the disagreement at all - just pretended it didn''t happen. While my DH doesn''t remember it, that''s not healthy for a kid to see either.
Eh, the silent treatment. My mom was huge on that too. She did it to both my dad and me. After my dad died (when I was in my teens) my mom still pulled out that on me and often would go for a few days w/out talking to me. So, literally, I sat there with no parent!Date: 5/5/2009 10:51:40 AM
Author: elrohwen
My parents never fought because my dad is big into the silent treatmentIt''s hard to fight when one of the people won''t talk. So no, they never fought in front of me.
I hope that FI and I won''t fight in front of our kids! However, we bicker back and forth for fun, so hopefully that won''t upset our kids because it''s really harmless and we''re not mad at all. But I would worry that little kids could take it the wrong way and think we were really upset with each other.
Oh, god, that''s horrible AG! Sorry you went throught that.Date: 5/5/2009 12:15:47 PM
Author: AmberGretchen
My parents had SUPER blowout fights in front of me - they got divorced when I was 4, but they would basically fight any time they were in the same room together. It was HORRIBLE. So immature, and humiliating, and terrifying to be the child in the middle of the screaming parents in the parking lot at school.
Date: 5/4/2009 9:00:40 PM
Author: Tacori E-ring
My parents fought in front of us. Nothing severe (as I look back as an adult) but enough to write in my diary about them getting a divorce (not that they ever uttered those words but I tended to over-react).
Date: 5/5/2009 12:16:58 PM
Author: MC
Oh, god, that''s horrible AG! Sorry you went throught that.Date: 5/5/2009 12:15:47 PM
Author: AmberGretchen
My parents had SUPER blowout fights in front of me - they got divorced when I was 4, but they would basically fight any time they were in the same room together. It was HORRIBLE. So immature, and humiliating, and terrifying to be the child in the middle of the screaming parents in the parking lot at school.
No kids here.Date: 5/4/2009 5:54:34 PM
Author:TravelingGal
Do you fight in front of your kids?
What kind of toll do you think it takes?
Do you remember your parents fighting in front of you and do you think it had lasting effects?
Feral, I''m so sorry for what you went through, and I totally empathize with you. I think it has to be tougher not having siblings - I am so grateful that I had two brothers to rely on when my parents were acting so horribly. Even though my younger brother and I have really rejected the home life we had growing up, my older brother''s family is just like the one we grew up in, and it''s so depressing to see him inflicting that type of environment on his own child.Date: 5/7/2009 3:57:16 PM
Author: Feralpenchant
No kids here.Date: 5/4/2009 5:54:34 PM
Author:TravelingGal
Do you fight in front of your kids?
What kind of toll do you think it takes?
My parent''s fought in front of me. Not only fought, but laid ALL the details out there. My dad used to take me to hang out with his ''secretary''s'' (now his wife''s) kids. I remember being wise to it, even at 6 years old. My dad would come home drunk and I''d be sleeping but my mom was always waiting in the kitchen. There were nightly fights and it always woke me up.
Do you remember your parents fighting in front of you and do you think it had lasting effects?
After one of the aforementioned fights, I remember CLEARLY walking down the stairs (with my stuffed pig that I still have) and sitting on the landing after my dad had stormed out and slammed the door. My mom was crying at the kitchen table but she didn''t see me there. I didn''t know what to do so I started singing to her. I was only 5 years old. How''s that for the earliest memory you have?
It has definitely had long lasting effects. The fighting I have come to terms with because I am older now and I have been cheated on before so I have a new understanding of my mother''s pain.. The divorce is what ruined me. I still have issues that have spilled over into my relationship with SO as far as drinking goes. WHen he drinks beer, he smells like my dad and I just feel complete disdain for him, and I hate it. He gets mad at me for preventing him from drinking. I tell him, I can''t help it, you had a great childhood and never went through a divorce or witnessed abuse, you just don''t and can''t understand. I''m not trying to make him quit drinking, I''m just trying to convey what it does to me.
That was a little off topic, but please try not to fight in front of your kids.. I saw a lot of things go down when I was very young, they are very impressionable years and what I have gone through has shaped me in some ways, not necessarily for the better. I''m jealous of people that had great childhoods, no divorce. I feel like parts of them are very much alive that in me, are long gone. I''m 21 and I''m still dealing with it. I didn''t even have any siblings to share the pain with. Just me and my pig
EDIT: I''m so sorry that post was so depressing. I guess it''s just a sore subject for me and when I get to talking about it, it just kind of all rolls out.