Hi All,
*Warning: this is a LONNNNG POST*
As some of you may be aware, I became engaged early year after being with my Fiance for 11 years. We subsequently began the process of buying a house (literally the day after our engagement).
My engagement ring is a XXX (according to the jeweler) 1.8ct, J, VS1, (egl) plain solitaire in a 6 prong setting. Based on my untrained eye, it is very flat across the top, and very long below the girdle. The setting was always meant to be temporary, it is the plainest/cheapest w/g setting offered by the jeweler. My fiance knew my preference was a round in a solitaire setting, outside of that he really didn't ask any questions.
It was never a mind clean diamond, initially it was the the price - my thoughts were....how could you spend this money right as we were house hunting together. Further, I always questioned the true color and the clarity (read: it was a EGL certed stone). Even before my engagement, I've been lurking on PS for quite a while and I had an idea of what I wanted in terms of size, color and clarity (~1.0, f/g/h, vs2) for my size 4.5 finger. Looking back now knowing his max budget I know that my wants were very much in line with his budget, he just never asked me which is really caused my anxiety.
Since our engagement, we've been so busy with the house and life I really haven't looking into alternative options re: trade in/exchange/new setting etc. I've even become accustomed to the size (read: DSS set in real QUICK ), mostly because I work in a Law firm and the average stone size is 2-2.5ct, with client rings at the5 ct mark. I've even come to love my ring for everything it stands for, the first step to the next chapter of our life together, our commitment (we went and started buying a house the next day) and our love.
During my recent foray into diamond buying for my mum, I was offered the opportunity to send my diamond for grading with GIA. I am extra super excited to have this offer since I feel that if I know exactly what I have, it would ease my mind regarding the price, and specs of the diamond. However, I am worried about the "once you see it, you can't un-see it" aspect of taking this step. I "think" that no matter what the GIA comes back as, I intend to keep the diamond, if not as my e-ring, then as a pendant or as a RHR, but am worried that a truly terrible GIA report will cause me to put the diamond to the wayside.
Now that the holidays are over and I've had time to breathe, I'm contemplating next steps. My question to all my lovely PSer's is: What would you do? Remain a bit oblivious to the true nature of the diamond or send it to be certified? An alternative option I have available to me is to take my money and start another project....ie get something that I can start upgrading over the years to what I want my ultimate e-ring to be.
On the one hand, I love my ring for what it is - the first step to the next chapter of our lives, on the other hand - it feels like when you get oil on your sun/glasses and you look through them....something isn't right but you can't place your finger on it...
All help and comments appreciated! Thanks for sticking with me through this very long storytime.
*Warning: this is a LONNNNG POST*
As some of you may be aware, I became engaged early year after being with my Fiance for 11 years. We subsequently began the process of buying a house (literally the day after our engagement).
My engagement ring is a XXX (according to the jeweler) 1.8ct, J, VS1, (egl) plain solitaire in a 6 prong setting. Based on my untrained eye, it is very flat across the top, and very long below the girdle. The setting was always meant to be temporary, it is the plainest/cheapest w/g setting offered by the jeweler. My fiance knew my preference was a round in a solitaire setting, outside of that he really didn't ask any questions.
It was never a mind clean diamond, initially it was the the price - my thoughts were....how could you spend this money right as we were house hunting together. Further, I always questioned the true color and the clarity (read: it was a EGL certed stone). Even before my engagement, I've been lurking on PS for quite a while and I had an idea of what I wanted in terms of size, color and clarity (~1.0, f/g/h, vs2) for my size 4.5 finger. Looking back now knowing his max budget I know that my wants were very much in line with his budget, he just never asked me which is really caused my anxiety.
Since our engagement, we've been so busy with the house and life I really haven't looking into alternative options re: trade in/exchange/new setting etc. I've even become accustomed to the size (read: DSS set in real QUICK ), mostly because I work in a Law firm and the average stone size is 2-2.5ct, with client rings at the5 ct mark. I've even come to love my ring for everything it stands for, the first step to the next chapter of our life together, our commitment (we went and started buying a house the next day) and our love.
During my recent foray into diamond buying for my mum, I was offered the opportunity to send my diamond for grading with GIA. I am extra super excited to have this offer since I feel that if I know exactly what I have, it would ease my mind regarding the price, and specs of the diamond. However, I am worried about the "once you see it, you can't un-see it" aspect of taking this step. I "think" that no matter what the GIA comes back as, I intend to keep the diamond, if not as my e-ring, then as a pendant or as a RHR, but am worried that a truly terrible GIA report will cause me to put the diamond to the wayside.
Now that the holidays are over and I've had time to breathe, I'm contemplating next steps. My question to all my lovely PSer's is: What would you do? Remain a bit oblivious to the true nature of the diamond or send it to be certified? An alternative option I have available to me is to take my money and start another project....ie get something that I can start upgrading over the years to what I want my ultimate e-ring to be.
On the one hand, I love my ring for what it is - the first step to the next chapter of our lives, on the other hand - it feels like when you get oil on your sun/glasses and you look through them....something isn't right but you can't place your finger on it...
All help and comments appreciated! Thanks for sticking with me through this very long storytime.