firebirdgold
Ideal_Rock
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- Nov 30, 2005
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Ok, so am I the only person here getting bouts of diamond envy/competitiveness with family or friends' diamonds? It's a horribly unpleasant feeling and I'm ashamed of being petty and materialistic. But....
If my mother mentions the D IF .5 carat my father washed pots to buy because he wanted the perfect diamond for the perfect love, I will commit matricide!
Our budget isn't very large, and I'm worried I'm going to get flak from my parents. They know he makes a decent amount of money, and they're going to see this as a sign that he's not ever going to put me first sometimes. (did that make sense?).
I know it's not going to happen but part of me desperately wants a diamond I can shove down their throats and shut them up once and for all. And even though I like a design that really only works with 1/3 carat stones, part of me wants a diamond bigger than my mother's. Come to think of it, I'd also like one visibly much nicer (and bigger) than his sister's e-ring even if hers is an odd green color. Thank G, that there's no worries with my sister. She doesn't want one nor would she use it to compare our guys.
What is it that's causing me to want a bigger, nicer diamond than my mother or fsil? Does anyone else feel like this sometimes? It's causing me to have serious bouts of anxiety and unhappiness!
If my mother mentions the D IF .5 carat my father washed pots to buy because he wanted the perfect diamond for the perfect love, I will commit matricide!

Our budget isn't very large, and I'm worried I'm going to get flak from my parents. They know he makes a decent amount of money, and they're going to see this as a sign that he's not ever going to put me first sometimes. (did that make sense?).
I know it's not going to happen but part of me desperately wants a diamond I can shove down their throats and shut them up once and for all. And even though I like a design that really only works with 1/3 carat stones, part of me wants a diamond bigger than my mother's. Come to think of it, I'd also like one visibly much nicer (and bigger) than his sister's e-ring even if hers is an odd green color. Thank G, that there's no worries with my sister. She doesn't want one nor would she use it to compare our guys.
What is it that's causing me to want a bigger, nicer diamond than my mother or fsil? Does anyone else feel like this sometimes? It's causing me to have serious bouts of anxiety and unhappiness!

