allycat0303|1320612224|3055435 said:When we first boarded the plane, he said to me, "I don't like flying." And I told him, "I really hate it too." And he looked me straight in the eye, and said, "Thank you agreeing to bring me home anyways." Upon landing in Houston, the US customs agent came to the plane and they said to the patient, "Welcome home." He cried with such overwhelming relief. When he saw his wife, it was the most intensely emotional moment I have ever witnessed in my entire life. I can't imagine what it has been like for her. She has been in the US for the past 1 month+ with their 3 children, while her husband was in Germany. I know he still has a long way to go, but I would be lying if I didn't say it didn't feel like I had made a difference in his life. It made me reconsider my decision to quit. Honestly, VAD's are rare, they only bring about 1-2 a year home, but for the people we are bringing home, they might not always express it, but I imagine it must be a tremendous relief for them, and their loved ones to be home. I don't know about the future, but I'm still glad I had the experience. And I'm sure that my next commercial flight will be less anxiety provoking!this says it all, ally: you were his angel. you made a very big difference in their life and i'm guessing you will make a very big difference in the life of others whether or not you do another flight. i'm hoping you do continue because it must be pure hell to have a medical condition that requires this type of flight in the first place and not be able to get home. your holiday gift to that couple was to reunite their family and have him home for the holidays.
i'm glad you are home and getting some rest.
allycat0303|1320612224|3055435 said:MZ,
Your words were very kind. You are right that I was more frightened in Amsterdam. I was exhausted, lack of sleep, no food and homesick. I lost 3 pounds on the 3 day trip. It was awful.
When skyservice asked me to fly again after I got home from Amsterdam, I initially said no. I really couldn't handle the thought of another second in that plane. They told me the patient from Germany was a young man that had a heart attack (39 years old), and they had put in a LVAD (a ventricular assist device, it's like a mechanical heart). There were about 20 companies that either refused or were unable to get a team together to bring him home. Skyservice agreed but only if they could find a physician, but all of the other residents that work for my company said no. I deal with VAD's all the time, and I was comfortable bringing him home. They did have to pressure me, there was perhaps a little guilt tossed in because the patient has been in Germany for 6 weeks, stable, but without a way to come home.
When we first boarded the plane, he said to me, "I don't like flying." And I told him, "I really hate it too." And he looked me straight in the eye, and said, "Thank you agreeing to bring me home anyways." Upon landing in Houston, the US customs agent came to the plane and they said to the patient, "Welcome home." He cried with such overwhelming relief. When he saw his wife, it was the most intensely emotional moment I have ever witnessed in my entire life. I can't imagine what it has been like for her. She has been in the US for the past 1 month+ with their 3 children, while her husband was in Germany. I know he still has a long way to go, but I would be lying if I didn't say it didn't feel like I had made a difference in his life. It made me reconsider my decision to quit. Honestly, VAD's are rare, they only bring about 1-2 a year home, but for the people we are bringing home, they might not always express it, but I imagine it must be a tremendous relief for them, and their loved ones to be home. I don't know about the future, but I'm still glad I had the experience. And I'm sure that my next commercial flight will be less anxiety provoking!
Rosetta: I don't think the money is worth the fear I feel. But bringing the patient home from Germany, seeing the happiness on his face, that was unforgettable.
allycat0303|1320596921|3055222 said:jstarfireb: Part of the cardiac surgery program in Canada is 1 year mandatory research year. I can only fly with skyservice during this year. In July, this will be over, and I return to normal residency as a PGY4. However, some surgery residents will take an extra 6 months off if they want to make more money.