chocolatefudge
Shiny_Rock
- Joined
- Oct 28, 2007
- Messages
- 383
I don''t know what to think at all. Just as I''m thinking, "Good, he seems to understand how I''m feeling and is sorry," I come back on here and read your responses and they then make me think, "Actually he''s not sorry, he just wants an easy way out of the situation."
I feel so confused! I WANT to believe him so badly but when I read back through what I''ve written I sound so weak. I never saw myself as a weak person and don''t like feeling that way. I''ve always thought my relationship with my boyfriend is so loving and strong but now I''m beginnign to question it so much. There are so many positive things to our relationship but our differing views on marriage seem to taint all the good things. The hardest part is when he keeps telling me that he does want to marry me and now I no longer feel like I can believe him. I feel like I''m going round and round in circles saying the same things. Just keep imagining him proposing in a few days because he suddenly realises how I feel.... Why am I so stupid?!?!
I feel so confused! I WANT to believe him so badly but when I read back through what I''ve written I sound so weak. I never saw myself as a weak person and don''t like feeling that way. I''ve always thought my relationship with my boyfriend is so loving and strong but now I''m beginnign to question it so much. There are so many positive things to our relationship but our differing views on marriage seem to taint all the good things. The hardest part is when he keeps telling me that he does want to marry me and now I no longer feel like I can believe him. I feel like I''m going round and round in circles saying the same things. Just keep imagining him proposing in a few days because he suddenly realises how I feel.... Why am I so stupid?!?!