Wow! Thank you all so very much for your thoughts and good wishes.
My DHs income is enough to guarantee us a good life - with or without my income. My part is just extra money, so I am in a comfortable situation. But work and career were always important to me. I had family late and so I have always defined myself a bit over my career. That might explain my struggles. And of course I think about things that could happen. As for my job. I like what I do but I have difficulties with the environment at that certain working place.
My DHs income is enough to guarantee us a good life - with or without my income. My part is just extra money, so I am in a comfortable situation. But work and career were always important to me. I had family late and so I have always defined myself a bit over my career. That might explain my struggles. And of course I think about things that could happen. As for my job. I like what I do but I have difficulties with the environment at that certain working place.