kevinraja
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I hope I am posting at the right forum.
I have (had?) been with this girl for almost 5 years. There were some off times in the first 2 years, when I used to find that she communicates with other guys (thru email). When I raised the issue, she apologized, and said that she will never do it again, and that she loves me so much. It is going to be five years now. Recently I found out that she is seeing this other guy for the past 9+ months or so, when she is still with me. I didn''t know this before. I bought a ring in October 2004 to propose to her on her b''day. She went missing from home (her home where she lives with her mom, dad and 3 younger sisters) for a week in the beginning, came back home, and went missing again for a month. She is 26 btw. She didn''t spend the b''day with me, so I couldn''t propose, and I returned the ring. After she came back, I found out that she was cheating on me with this other guy. When she came back, she cried and apologized saying that she want to be with me, and asked me whether I want to get engaged to her. Since I am very forgiving and love her more than anything, I agreed. We went shopping, she showed me diamond shape she likes, and the setting. I shopped around for a month or 2 before buying the e-ring for about 10K. she wanted to get engaged on Feb 14th. I was eagerly waiting for the day. This weekend, she went missing again. Now my ring return policy is over, and I am left with a 10K ring, which I can''t sell. She spends time at this other guy''s house. Her family is very conservative and they don''t like her doing any of what she was doing. Her whole family loves me to death, and they don''t want her daughter to lose me.
When she came back on Feb 15th, I confronted her. I asked her what she was doing, and to tell me whether she wants to be with me or "him". She told me that she is not sure. I love this girl so much that I want to spend the rest of my life with her, but unfortunately she has another option now. I asked her multiple times that she has to decide on either me or "him." She always responded that she needs time to think about and that she doesn''t know the answer. I asked her how much sure she is about wanting to be with him/me. She responded that she is 90% sure about wanting to be with me, and 10% sure about wanting to spend the rest of her life with him. She also mentioned that I am the best thing that happenned in her life. I told her "then what is it that makes your decision making so hard?" She didn''t talk, she generally doesn''t talk when she is in a corner. I do the talking, ask her questions, but she would rather tell me "I need to leave, this is stressing me out, I need time to think." I am so sad and depressed, and don''t want to loose her. She sure does love me, but I don''t understand what it is that is keeping her from making a firm decision. I told her that if she choose him, I am okay with that and that I will move on after 5 years of relationship with her. I told her that it is going to be the hardest thing in my life to move on without her, but I should be okay in the long term. She didn''t respond. Ladies, can you please explain what she is thinking here, and possibly, what she has in her mind?
I am a Ph.D. holder working as a scientist. She has a BS degree with on and off job situation, because she never likes any job that she joins, so she quits in months. The other guy in question works in a morgtage loan arrangement company. From what she told me that I am more stable in all aspects.
She even mentioned that I am the safest pick and that the other guy is risky. Inspite of all her rational leaning towards me why is she not able to decide. Her family is so conservative islamic people, who don''t like any of daughters to spend nights at other places, nor allowed to drink or smoke. My girl in question drinks, and told me that recently she also tried drugs. What do I do here? I so much want our relationshiop to get back on track and work. Should I just walk away from her? I think that she takes me for granted, and that I will be there for her regarless. She thinks that she does guy shopping knowing that I will be there for her, if her shopping doesn''t work out. Should I just walk away, or should I wait? I love this girl so much, and I can''t imagine a life without her. I love her family. Haveing spent the time, energy and emotions on her for the last 5 years, it is very hard for me to just quit and run. Please help me. I am not ashamed to say that I cry a lot. It drains me out that I can''t sleep, eat or do my job. I feel sad and depresed all the time.
Please help me. Please....................
I have (had?) been with this girl for almost 5 years. There were some off times in the first 2 years, when I used to find that she communicates with other guys (thru email). When I raised the issue, she apologized, and said that she will never do it again, and that she loves me so much. It is going to be five years now. Recently I found out that she is seeing this other guy for the past 9+ months or so, when she is still with me. I didn''t know this before. I bought a ring in October 2004 to propose to her on her b''day. She went missing from home (her home where she lives with her mom, dad and 3 younger sisters) for a week in the beginning, came back home, and went missing again for a month. She is 26 btw. She didn''t spend the b''day with me, so I couldn''t propose, and I returned the ring. After she came back, I found out that she was cheating on me with this other guy. When she came back, she cried and apologized saying that she want to be with me, and asked me whether I want to get engaged to her. Since I am very forgiving and love her more than anything, I agreed. We went shopping, she showed me diamond shape she likes, and the setting. I shopped around for a month or 2 before buying the e-ring for about 10K. she wanted to get engaged on Feb 14th. I was eagerly waiting for the day. This weekend, she went missing again. Now my ring return policy is over, and I am left with a 10K ring, which I can''t sell. She spends time at this other guy''s house. Her family is very conservative and they don''t like her doing any of what she was doing. Her whole family loves me to death, and they don''t want her daughter to lose me.
When she came back on Feb 15th, I confronted her. I asked her what she was doing, and to tell me whether she wants to be with me or "him". She told me that she is not sure. I love this girl so much that I want to spend the rest of my life with her, but unfortunately she has another option now. I asked her multiple times that she has to decide on either me or "him." She always responded that she needs time to think about and that she doesn''t know the answer. I asked her how much sure she is about wanting to be with him/me. She responded that she is 90% sure about wanting to be with me, and 10% sure about wanting to spend the rest of her life with him. She also mentioned that I am the best thing that happenned in her life. I told her "then what is it that makes your decision making so hard?" She didn''t talk, she generally doesn''t talk when she is in a corner. I do the talking, ask her questions, but she would rather tell me "I need to leave, this is stressing me out, I need time to think." I am so sad and depressed, and don''t want to loose her. She sure does love me, but I don''t understand what it is that is keeping her from making a firm decision. I told her that if she choose him, I am okay with that and that I will move on after 5 years of relationship with her. I told her that it is going to be the hardest thing in my life to move on without her, but I should be okay in the long term. She didn''t respond. Ladies, can you please explain what she is thinking here, and possibly, what she has in her mind?
I am a Ph.D. holder working as a scientist. She has a BS degree with on and off job situation, because she never likes any job that she joins, so she quits in months. The other guy in question works in a morgtage loan arrangement company. From what she told me that I am more stable in all aspects.
She even mentioned that I am the safest pick and that the other guy is risky. Inspite of all her rational leaning towards me why is she not able to decide. Her family is so conservative islamic people, who don''t like any of daughters to spend nights at other places, nor allowed to drink or smoke. My girl in question drinks, and told me that recently she also tried drugs. What do I do here? I so much want our relationshiop to get back on track and work. Should I just walk away from her? I think that she takes me for granted, and that I will be there for her regarless. She thinks that she does guy shopping knowing that I will be there for her, if her shopping doesn''t work out. Should I just walk away, or should I wait? I love this girl so much, and I can''t imagine a life without her. I love her family. Haveing spent the time, energy and emotions on her for the last 5 years, it is very hard for me to just quit and run. Please help me. I am not ashamed to say that I cry a lot. It drains me out that I can''t sleep, eat or do my job. I feel sad and depresed all the time.
Please help me. Please....................