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I hate having houseguests. I hate everything about it.
We have DH's niece coming tomorrow for a full 5 days. She's a teenager, I met her a couple of times, she does seem upbeat and like a nice girl.
I would feel this way about anybody in my house for that long. He originally wanted her here a full 7 days - I only wanted 3, and kind of begged for 3 - but we compromised on 5.
The fact that it's a full 5 days is already driving me crazy and she's not even here.
Plus I mostly work from home and on the days he's working it's going to feel really uncomfortable to "know" she's in the house while I am in the same house, but not entertaining her. Thankfully, I think this is going to be just 1 or 2 days, I think he's going to take off the rest of the time.
I want to try to make the best of it but I have a hard time hiding how I feel and I know it's taking away a little bit of his excitement that I'm not jumping up and down and trying to come up with ideas of what we can all do together (although I did send him a few the other day). It doesn't help that he's my total opposite - he's trying to come up with all kinds of things to do with her - and I know how he is - $ is no object. He doesn't look for inexpensive things with some other things thrown in - he wants cool things to do. I get it, but that has me a little stressed out too. Plus she mentioned wanting to go shopping for some things like glasses and a backpack - and I have a feeling he's going to feel like (or want to) pay for it. I know he hasn't ever spent this kind of time with her and doesn't always send her birthday gifts so in his mind, he's just making up for that. He is a really good guy - and I love that about him - but I am definitely less generous so we clash a little there sometimes.
I want to do my best to do the right thing for DH and not appear resentful or in any way unwelcoming to his niece without exhausting myself in the process or not being true to myself (like overcompensating by trying to do more than I can handle or really want to). If I push myself too much beyond what energetically I have the real desire to do I know it might show in my face.
It's a fine line between honoring myself and being true to myself without feeling guilty and making DH happy.
One of the things I thought of is me being honest with her as far as the working thing like "I have to work but I thought we'd go to lunch together."
Any other ideas for how to cope? I guess I feel like I need ways to "escape" without appearing rude. Maybe what it really is is just feeling OK about it. It's probably just the guilt that makes it worse. If I simply said "looks like you guys are having a good time, I think I'll excuse myself and go do (whatever) - I'll see you guys a little later" would be OK.
The way I feel may or may not be "right" (especially considering she's young, family) but I am being truthful and I am trying to avoid running out of energy and feeling resentful so that it doesn't show on my face and the visit could be as nice as possible (and DH could be happy).
So if you have any ideas or tips, I'm all ears!
We have DH's niece coming tomorrow for a full 5 days. She's a teenager, I met her a couple of times, she does seem upbeat and like a nice girl.
I would feel this way about anybody in my house for that long. He originally wanted her here a full 7 days - I only wanted 3, and kind of begged for 3 - but we compromised on 5.
The fact that it's a full 5 days is already driving me crazy and she's not even here.
Plus I mostly work from home and on the days he's working it's going to feel really uncomfortable to "know" she's in the house while I am in the same house, but not entertaining her. Thankfully, I think this is going to be just 1 or 2 days, I think he's going to take off the rest of the time.
I want to try to make the best of it but I have a hard time hiding how I feel and I know it's taking away a little bit of his excitement that I'm not jumping up and down and trying to come up with ideas of what we can all do together (although I did send him a few the other day). It doesn't help that he's my total opposite - he's trying to come up with all kinds of things to do with her - and I know how he is - $ is no object. He doesn't look for inexpensive things with some other things thrown in - he wants cool things to do. I get it, but that has me a little stressed out too. Plus she mentioned wanting to go shopping for some things like glasses and a backpack - and I have a feeling he's going to feel like (or want to) pay for it. I know he hasn't ever spent this kind of time with her and doesn't always send her birthday gifts so in his mind, he's just making up for that. He is a really good guy - and I love that about him - but I am definitely less generous so we clash a little there sometimes.
I want to do my best to do the right thing for DH and not appear resentful or in any way unwelcoming to his niece without exhausting myself in the process or not being true to myself (like overcompensating by trying to do more than I can handle or really want to). If I push myself too much beyond what energetically I have the real desire to do I know it might show in my face.
It's a fine line between honoring myself and being true to myself without feeling guilty and making DH happy.
One of the things I thought of is me being honest with her as far as the working thing like "I have to work but I thought we'd go to lunch together."
Any other ideas for how to cope? I guess I feel like I need ways to "escape" without appearing rude. Maybe what it really is is just feeling OK about it. It's probably just the guilt that makes it worse. If I simply said "looks like you guys are having a good time, I think I'll excuse myself and go do (whatever) - I'll see you guys a little later" would be OK.
The way I feel may or may not be "right" (especially considering she's young, family) but I am being truthful and I am trying to avoid running out of energy and feeling resentful so that it doesn't show on my face and the visit could be as nice as possible (and DH could be happy).
So if you have any ideas or tips, I'm all ears!