mimi72
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LAlove, great post!!
I've been thinking a lot about MIL treatment lately. My husband is from India, his dad died when he was about 9 and his mom raised 3 boys with the help of her family in India. As the oldest, he has a lot of attachment to her and tried to protect her through a lot of troubled times in the past (she had some very severe depression even with psychosis). He's very sensitive to others who are critical to her since he had to protect her so much growing up. Yes, we'd call it bordering on an unhealthy, enmeshed relationship.
He comes to this country at about 25 years old. Enter me, an American. We get married but only after he lets me know that his mom is very important to him, it's his cultural role to help take care of her, and she will be staying with us for weeks if not months at a time when she visits the US. Ok, I agree to all that. I am in love!!!!
For the first 10 years of our marriage she has been a huge touchpoint. I only now have begun to realize that I have been acting insecure and selfish. I am starting to appreciate her now...when she stays with us, she cooks great indian food, helps out with the kids, and my husband enjoys having her around and seeing her interact with her grandchildren. I think it's a matter of my gaining maturity, letting go of the possessiveness on my husband. He's put up with me through all my badmouthing, whining, denigrating, insulting. It's time to let it go. She is not a bad person and never, never is anything but kind and respectful to me (to my face anyway). She deserves better!
I am turning a new leaf!!!
I've been thinking a lot about MIL treatment lately. My husband is from India, his dad died when he was about 9 and his mom raised 3 boys with the help of her family in India. As the oldest, he has a lot of attachment to her and tried to protect her through a lot of troubled times in the past (she had some very severe depression even with psychosis). He's very sensitive to others who are critical to her since he had to protect her so much growing up. Yes, we'd call it bordering on an unhealthy, enmeshed relationship.
He comes to this country at about 25 years old. Enter me, an American. We get married but only after he lets me know that his mom is very important to him, it's his cultural role to help take care of her, and she will be staying with us for weeks if not months at a time when she visits the US. Ok, I agree to all that. I am in love!!!!
For the first 10 years of our marriage she has been a huge touchpoint. I only now have begun to realize that I have been acting insecure and selfish. I am starting to appreciate her now...when she stays with us, she cooks great indian food, helps out with the kids, and my husband enjoys having her around and seeing her interact with her grandchildren. I think it's a matter of my gaining maturity, letting go of the possessiveness on my husband. He's put up with me through all my badmouthing, whining, denigrating, insulting. It's time to let it go. She is not a bad person and never, never is anything but kind and respectful to me (to my face anyway). She deserves better!
I am turning a new leaf!!!