My dr has aske me to do something called emotional scheduling.
3 weeks have gone by since i moved out from "his" home. With that came a few steps back because in the process i have lost a friend.
I cut all communication off because my foolish heart is longing for the things we had that were good. I have never found it so hard to walk away, partially because you were the one in control most of the time, partially because i chased you. But i have taken some control back by ending whatever friendship we had left. Not because i hate you, not because i am angry anymore, but because i know you are not good for me, nor can i move completely forward with you in my life. Sometimes we need to stay away to find our way, and sometimes we need to forget our feelings to remember what we deserve. I will find my way. Soon, you will be an experience i had, a lesson learned, a gift for my future.
Life is too short for hate, for anger, or for not wishing you well. I walk away with love.....i choose to keep it positive, to learn, to better myself and that is where i have the power. Goodbye.......
3 weeks have gone by since i moved out from "his" home. With that came a few steps back because in the process i have lost a friend.
I cut all communication off because my foolish heart is longing for the things we had that were good. I have never found it so hard to walk away, partially because you were the one in control most of the time, partially because i chased you. But i have taken some control back by ending whatever friendship we had left. Not because i hate you, not because i am angry anymore, but because i know you are not good for me, nor can i move completely forward with you in my life. Sometimes we need to stay away to find our way, and sometimes we need to forget our feelings to remember what we deserve. I will find my way. Soon, you will be an experience i had, a lesson learned, a gift for my future.
Life is too short for hate, for anger, or for not wishing you well. I walk away with love.....i choose to keep it positive, to learn, to better myself and that is where i have the power. Goodbye.......
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