My sister and I have a love/hate relationship. In fact we weren''t on speaking terms since she "de-friended" me on Facebook and told me she''d see me at family holidays & birthdays...until I sent her a courtesy email that Terry had proposed. All of a sudden she starts sending me emails/texts where she''s so excited she gets to be the MOH and can''t wait to start wedding talk...
Here''s a little background information - this is my 2nd marriage. My sister was my MOH for my 1st - it caused so much stress and strife through the entire ordeal from the bridal shower planning to 2 weeks before the wedding she threatened to not even be in the wedding. I DO NOT want to have to go through any of this again. She has self apointed herself my MOH without being asked and I simply replied with a "I''m not talking wedding stuff yet."
We''ve been engaged 2 weeks. We have set the date & locked the venue.
My FI and I will be paying for this completely. When I thought about how I''d like to plan this, I think about who are my 2 closest friends who have always been there for me no matter what. That would be my best friend who is a guy and is also gay. This alone has caused problems over the years in my family coming from a religious background. The 2nd person would be my best gal pal who hasn''t been married - lives w/ her boyfriend and has 4 kids out of wedlock. Double shocker for my Baptist upbringing that I would want to choose these 2 to stand next to me.
My mom agrees with me about not having my sister as MOH as she remembers being in the middle of all the arguing...however when I asked my mom for advice on the best way to handle telling my sister she isn''t the MOH, my mom asked who I''m going to have, I told her my gay guy & gal pal - my mom completely shut down...as if thinking my sister will be a better choice.
I''m upset that I''m allowing my mom & sister''s views affect MY wedding. I don''t want drama w/ this one! I want it to be happy & joyful and not remember all the fighting & arguing leading up to it w/ my overbearing older sister. I would love to have my neice as my flower girl, but after my sister learns she won''t be the MOH and I''m choosing a "gay guy" and a "loser girlfriend" to stand with me instead of her, I''m sure she will deny my neice to be a part of it, or maybe not. I''d like to soften the blow by seeing if there is another duty I can give my sister in the ceremony and have my niece as the flower girl. I thought about the poem reading, but really it would come off as fake and careless from my sister. I also am not sure we will have candles - and my sister would probably take offense to being a "candlelighter" if we do have them.
Any thoughts, ideas as to how to approach this? I''m thinking email would be best since she hasn''t made any effort besides email/text to contact me even when she kept telling me to come over to her house, I offered that she is more than welcome to stop by mine as well anytime, she declined. She was the one who de-friended me and said she was "done with me" about 3 months ago. There has been no apology from her nor will there ever be, I know, this is a cycle we go through or rather she does w/ her friends & family regularly.
Please help...