Erin
Ideal_Rock
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- Nov 24, 2004
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I''m scared to propose.
It''s not that I don''t want to marry her - I do!!!!!!
I just don''t want to go through the wedding. I''m not really a shy guy, I do sales for a living - but that''s with people I don''t really care about. A wedding will be in front of my family, her family, my friends, her friends, our friends, people I work with, she works with. I just don''t want to be on display like that. I''ve never been one for everyone making such a fuss over me. Standing up there with all eyes on me - just scares the crap out of me.
Eloping is not an option. She has family members who have been looking forward to this for 30 years. She wants to wear a white dress and have her father give her away. I understand that''s almost every girl''s dream. But what if I just can''t do it?
It''s not that I don''t want to marry her - I do!!!!!!
I just don''t want to go through the wedding. I''m not really a shy guy, I do sales for a living - but that''s with people I don''t really care about. A wedding will be in front of my family, her family, my friends, her friends, our friends, people I work with, she works with. I just don''t want to be on display like that. I''ve never been one for everyone making such a fuss over me. Standing up there with all eyes on me - just scares the crap out of me.
Eloping is not an option. She has family members who have been looking forward to this for 30 years. She wants to wear a white dress and have her father give her away. I understand that''s almost every girl''s dream. But what if I just can''t do it?