Hi everyone, I know that I''m not too frequent a poster, but I really could use all of your help. The big day that I''ve been hoping for and also dreading for 25 years is coming soon, and while I apologize that I can''t really discuss the details, it''s going to be extremely dangerous for a while and I''m really nervous and anxious. I need to muster up everything I''ve got to push through this, and if you have any prayers, dust - anything and everything - to spare, I would really, really appreciate it. Thank you.