northstar_78
Shiny_Rock
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- Dec 20, 2004
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My boyfriend and I have been together for almost two years, and as I''ve discussed in other emails on this site we decided that this is not the summer to become engaged. Way too much going on...we''re trying to do a traveling summer, and we both have major expenses coming up ie. graduate school and lots of dental work...ugghh...
Part of me is glad that we''re already had our engagement discussion. It gives me more time to look and decide on what kind of ring I might want (droollllll...) but I did ask him when I should seriously start looking and he said when he asks me to marry him. We were tentatively thinking about next summer but I was kind of hoping that he would have the ring when he proposed.
Now some would say that he''s probably planning something on the side but he''s not a fan of jewelry and diamonds...he left that up to me. He said that he trusts my due diligence and he''s just not interested in that kind of thing. He also said that some of his friends told him the worst thing to do was to show up with me at the diamond vendors as my boyfriend. I don''t quite understand that part, but if he''s not comfortable, I''m not going to force the issue.
But I''m a romantic at heart and if he is serious about proposing next summer shouldn''t we be looking for something in the near future? I really want him to propose with the ring...it takes the fun out of it in my perspective if he proposes and we go ring shopping later. And if he doesn''t like looking for the ring now, will he want to do it then?
I don''t think that it''s an issue of cold feet. He said from the moment he met me he knew I was the one. We''ve been together through ups and downs, and all he''s done is support me and give me a shoulder to lean on.
I told him straight out that I can''t just walk into a store and buy something overnight...not only am I too picky but I have a small finger and most rings would probably need to be ordered. It''s hard for me to decide on just one thing because in NYC not only are there many choices but diamonds move fast and no one seems to have a layaway plan. Most of the vendors (except for diamond.com) have you buy it first in full, and offer good return policies if you change your mind later. Someone told me I could always buy it first and sit on it, but that''s not the point.
I do hope this isn''t a commitment issue. I know he has a lot going on and can become overly focused on one thing if it''s looming ahead in the future. I know he''s the one who will ultimately buy the ring. And I know I''m probably being a little too picky by saying that I want him to propose with the ring, even though that date is a year away. I''d like to think he''s planning something secretly but I don''t think he is. So that''s my problem.
Part of me is glad that we''re already had our engagement discussion. It gives me more time to look and decide on what kind of ring I might want (droollllll...) but I did ask him when I should seriously start looking and he said when he asks me to marry him. We were tentatively thinking about next summer but I was kind of hoping that he would have the ring when he proposed.
Now some would say that he''s probably planning something on the side but he''s not a fan of jewelry and diamonds...he left that up to me. He said that he trusts my due diligence and he''s just not interested in that kind of thing. He also said that some of his friends told him the worst thing to do was to show up with me at the diamond vendors as my boyfriend. I don''t quite understand that part, but if he''s not comfortable, I''m not going to force the issue.
But I''m a romantic at heart and if he is serious about proposing next summer shouldn''t we be looking for something in the near future? I really want him to propose with the ring...it takes the fun out of it in my perspective if he proposes and we go ring shopping later. And if he doesn''t like looking for the ring now, will he want to do it then?
I don''t think that it''s an issue of cold feet. He said from the moment he met me he knew I was the one. We''ve been together through ups and downs, and all he''s done is support me and give me a shoulder to lean on.
I told him straight out that I can''t just walk into a store and buy something overnight...not only am I too picky but I have a small finger and most rings would probably need to be ordered. It''s hard for me to decide on just one thing because in NYC not only are there many choices but diamonds move fast and no one seems to have a layaway plan. Most of the vendors (except for diamond.com) have you buy it first in full, and offer good return policies if you change your mind later. Someone told me I could always buy it first and sit on it, but that''s not the point.
I do hope this isn''t a commitment issue. I know he has a lot going on and can become overly focused on one thing if it''s looming ahead in the future. I know he''s the one who will ultimately buy the ring. And I know I''m probably being a little too picky by saying that I want him to propose with the ring, even though that date is a year away. I''d like to think he''s planning something secretly but I don''t think he is. So that''s my problem.