Well, we are making progress. I checked his bank account today (I am allowed to do that, I pay all bills online) and saw that he has bought my stone. YAY! But now I have had this series of reactions.
#1 - YAY!
#2 - Ok, based on where he got the stone, I am pretty sure I know what setting he is getting. Even though LAST WEEK it was my fav of the two settings, when I saw that it is probably mine I got REALLY disappointed.
#3 - OMG...what this actually means is HE BOUGHT MY STONE! Scr3w the setting and the ring and...it means he actually has some desire to marrry me...YAY!
#4 - Hmmm...it''s just the stone. That doesn''t mean he is setting it anytime soon. And it doesn''t mean even if he sets it he will GIVE it to me anytime soon. Uh oh.
#5 (this occured while writing the post) - what if he is just finally caving to pressure?
LOL. As I said I am a total and complete brat. I just can''t help it. Or I just can''t look at things in a positive light. Or something. Instead, I focus on the negative (read #2 and #4). Or maybe after all this time I can''t believe that he really wants to marry me. (and gonig to write #5 now).
And then the whole ring thing. It is the Vatche Royal Crown which I LOVED when I tried on. I always wanted sapphire sidestones, but I fell in love with that. Then went back to my original fav (sapph sides, channel set diamonds). Then back to the royal crown. Then I saw that based on teh store he bought the stone, I will probably end up with the RC. And I wanted the other one. WHY? Why does it bug me?
And now I am not worried about the ring, I will love whatever he gets me, but now I am worried that a) fine he bought a stone, but...that doesn''t really mean anything, and b) maybe I just forced him into it.
ARRRRRRGGGHHHH
I am annoying. Even to myself.
But happy.
I am a raging lunatic?
Ok, that''s enough rambling for now.
Kimberly
#1 - YAY!
#2 - Ok, based on where he got the stone, I am pretty sure I know what setting he is getting. Even though LAST WEEK it was my fav of the two settings, when I saw that it is probably mine I got REALLY disappointed.
#3 - OMG...what this actually means is HE BOUGHT MY STONE! Scr3w the setting and the ring and...it means he actually has some desire to marrry me...YAY!
#4 - Hmmm...it''s just the stone. That doesn''t mean he is setting it anytime soon. And it doesn''t mean even if he sets it he will GIVE it to me anytime soon. Uh oh.
#5 (this occured while writing the post) - what if he is just finally caving to pressure?
LOL. As I said I am a total and complete brat. I just can''t help it. Or I just can''t look at things in a positive light. Or something. Instead, I focus on the negative (read #2 and #4). Or maybe after all this time I can''t believe that he really wants to marry me. (and gonig to write #5 now).
And then the whole ring thing. It is the Vatche Royal Crown which I LOVED when I tried on. I always wanted sapphire sidestones, but I fell in love with that. Then went back to my original fav (sapph sides, channel set diamonds). Then back to the royal crown. Then I saw that based on teh store he bought the stone, I will probably end up with the RC. And I wanted the other one. WHY? Why does it bug me?
And now I am not worried about the ring, I will love whatever he gets me, but now I am worried that a) fine he bought a stone, but...that doesn''t really mean anything, and b) maybe I just forced him into it.
ARRRRRRGGGHHHH
I am annoying. Even to myself.
But happy.
I am a raging lunatic?
Ok, that''s enough rambling for now.
Kimberly