So BF and I have FINALLY found the setting and diamond that scream "THIS IS IT" to us. The problem is that the diamond is going to be sold to someone else on Monday because he fell in love with the diamond also. BF is still saving up and needs about another month or so in order to be able to purchase. I''m sure a diamond of simailar quality can be found and I need to get over this particular diamond. It''s just that this was the first diamond we looked at that made us go "WOW" and we both instantly fell in love with it. There''s something sentimential to me about it, that we both fell in love with that particular diamond. He feels bad about it (which I don''t want him to) and has said that if that diamond does indeed get sold, we can go back together and look at another one but its not the same. I know I need to just be happy about the relationship and my amazing BF, soon to be FI and stop getting caught up in something this petty. Sigh, I guess I just needed to vent!