- Jan 14, 2007
So ladies, I''m feeling the need to confess some shameful behavior. I lost it this weekend when FF made a comment about how I''d have to wait a while to get engaged. I''ve been really anxious about this lately as he''s been making all sorts of comments that lead me to believe it''s going to happen very soon. I started crying and screaming at him at the same time about how he always got his way and this time he wasn''t going to and how I had wanted this for so long and had been disappointed with each passing occasion. Apparently this amused him as he started laughing at me which just made me more upset. When he finally got me to calm down he told me that he was trying to plan something amazing for me. I feel bad about getting so angry, but the thing is, he''s had months to plan something amazing! How long can it possibly take??? I really want the time prior to my engagement to be filled with happy memories, this is clearly not what I have in mind. Ugghh...