Samantha Red
Shiny_Rock
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- Jan 9, 2007
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When I met my now fiance I weighed approximately 126lbs, fast forward 5 years and I weigh around 180lbs. Once we got engaged I swore I would not even try wedding dresses on without having lost weight to the point where I would walk down the aisle happily. That was three months ago and I have made no progress whatsoever. My problem is that I am a secret binger - big style. I can demolish three or four bars of chocolate in one sitting, several times per day. All in secret. I have never managed to make myself vomit, but it is not for want of trying. I so desperately want to get out of this cycle and to have a normal relationship with food, but just don''t know how. I can''t stop, no matter how full I feel. I walked around a wedding dress shop today to try to motivate myself, but I went straight to the shop and bought my usual rubbish straight after and scoffed the lot.
I am intelligent and I know what to do because I have done it before, but how do I get myself off this terrible nightmare ride? I want to be healthy and eat for nutrition. I am active, walking dogs and riding my horse, it is just the food thing.
I just wondered if anyone out there had been through the same thing and had any advise.
Many thanks for listening
I am intelligent and I know what to do because I have done it before, but how do I get myself off this terrible nightmare ride? I want to be healthy and eat for nutrition. I am active, walking dogs and riding my horse, it is just the food thing.
I just wondered if anyone out there had been through the same thing and had any advise.
Many thanks for listening