aquarius_ser
Shiny_Rock
- Joined
- Apr 12, 2006
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- 269
During this waiting period (since May 10) I''ve had good days and bad days. This week, it has turned to BAD everyday... I think this is now physically starting to affect me.
I''ve had trouble sleeping for the past two months, and two nights ago I did not sleep AT ALLl. Yes, I laid awake the entire night.... then last night, I had to move to the couch to fall asleep at 1 AM because all I kept thinking about is the ring. Does anyone else have this problem? I''ve also been in a very bad mood and mean to everyone: work, my parents, etc. Everyong but my FF. I don''t think I can hold out much longer. I feel at any point I could start crying and flip out.... Anyone else feel this BAD? I''ve had a stomach ache all day today... I think because I knew it wasn''t going to happen this weekend. We are going to a festival tomorrow w/friends and I know he won''t do it there....
I mean maybe if I was younger but I am 30 yrs old for Gods sake
I need some outside perspective here!
I''ve had trouble sleeping for the past two months, and two nights ago I did not sleep AT ALLl. Yes, I laid awake the entire night.... then last night, I had to move to the couch to fall asleep at 1 AM because all I kept thinking about is the ring. Does anyone else have this problem? I''ve also been in a very bad mood and mean to everyone: work, my parents, etc. Everyong but my FF. I don''t think I can hold out much longer. I feel at any point I could start crying and flip out.... Anyone else feel this BAD? I''ve had a stomach ache all day today... I think because I knew it wasn''t going to happen this weekend. We are going to a festival tomorrow w/friends and I know he won''t do it there....
I mean maybe if I was younger but I am 30 yrs old for Gods sake
I need some outside perspective here!