I am starting to get so nervous. I was really really hoping I would be engaged before I went to visit my parents for the Holidays however, I just do not think it is going to happen. This weekend we are having a party at our house so I am pretty certain it wont happen then (I don’t think he will ask with people around). During next week he will be out of town coming back on Thursday and then I leave Friday. I am assuming that the reason he has been waiting so long to propose is because he is planning something truly romantic but with our hectic schedule I really do not see any time available. Hopefully, this is just my psychotic nerves and it will actually happen! Hopefully the rest of you are getting better vibes for a Holiday proposal then I am.