ammayernyc
Brilliant_Rock
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- Dec 23, 2004
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Good Afternoon ladies.
I had my trainer this morning, so I got a good hour workout in. I think she was a little frustrated with me though... one of the things we are working on is form and I am so tense that my form is always off a little. I seriously can''t relax at all. My shoulders and neck are constantly stressed. I curl my toes at every exercise. I''m supposed to try meditation but it doesn''t work for me. I get all itchy and figety... Yes, I am a head case.
I am now going to be going to the gym for 20-30 minutes before my trainer gets there to get some extra cardio in. Hopefully, that will help. I don''t have a scale so I don''t know if I''ve lost any, and I can''t really tell if my clothes fit better since the ones I wear fit well now... I definitely feel better, but I wish that I could see more results. It''s so hard...
Dinner last night was pretty disasterous. The bf was out so I pigged out on steak. It wasn''t huge, huge... but probably 3 times what a portion should be. I also, of course, had some wine. So bad...
I''m hungry now so I''m a little worried about what I''m going to have for lunch. I know it should be a salad, but I''m feeling that I need something more substantial. If only I could go to a spa or fat camp for a month or so!!!
I had my trainer this morning, so I got a good hour workout in. I think she was a little frustrated with me though... one of the things we are working on is form and I am so tense that my form is always off a little. I seriously can''t relax at all. My shoulders and neck are constantly stressed. I curl my toes at every exercise. I''m supposed to try meditation but it doesn''t work for me. I get all itchy and figety... Yes, I am a head case.
I am now going to be going to the gym for 20-30 minutes before my trainer gets there to get some extra cardio in. Hopefully, that will help. I don''t have a scale so I don''t know if I''ve lost any, and I can''t really tell if my clothes fit better since the ones I wear fit well now... I definitely feel better, but I wish that I could see more results. It''s so hard...


Dinner last night was pretty disasterous. The bf was out so I pigged out on steak. It wasn''t huge, huge... but probably 3 times what a portion should be. I also, of course, had some wine. So bad...
I''m hungry now so I''m a little worried about what I''m going to have for lunch. I know it should be a salad, but I''m feeling that I need something more substantial. If only I could go to a spa or fat camp for a month or so!!!