This is nothing new to the ladies in waiting forum, however the engagement bug has reared it''s oh so ugly head! I was doing really well not to focus on it and just let our relationship take it''s course, and I plan on trying to get to that point again, but 2 of my friends have been proposed to in the last 2 weeks and i am so happy for them, i just cant wait until it is my/our turn. I keep in mind that i am 25 (not that old yet) but i guess i am just ready to start our lives as a married couple. We will be celebrating our 4 year anniversary in June, and I just wish I knew what was happening, but all at the same time, i love the element of surprise!
I guess it is just a dreary old day here in the Midwest and just feeling sorry for myself. I should be able to get back to that state of mind to just let our relationship be ours in a few weeks, just as long as there are no more calls about being engaged
Hope all you ladies out there are doing well.