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Happy new week all and 1 April!
Firstly I wanted to address the pudding question!
Mara, treacle sponge and spotted dick ( AKA fly pudding
) are traditional stodgy and delightful English puddings, often served with custard! Yum! Spotted Dick is made of suet and currants or raisins, flour and sugar, then it is traditionally boiled in a pudding basin for around 4 hours until cooked. I am not keen on it as I hate currants, but treacle sponge is another story! It is also made with suet and golden syrup, and boiled. Once cooked you have a golden fluffy sponge with the syrup running through it!
Anyway, it is April. I will be coming up to my third year of this journey and what a difference it has made to so many areas of my life. I had to be firm with myself to remember this, as I had eaten so many cupcakes over the weekend, I was really feeling as if I was losing control. I probably had 8 to 10 cupcakes over the entire weekend, but something about these cakes, as I so enjoyed them, triggered danger signals, as I was beginning to be haunted by them. It was like a flashback to years ago when I had trouble with self control and some foods, I was just craving these cakes so badly.
I was getting quite upset, but I was able to feel better by getting out there and doing cardio both Sat and Sun, which gave me back some control. I then realized that I still have a lot of work to do with feelings of guilt, as a former erratic eater. I still have battles with allowing myself to enjoy food, and sometimes being very hard on myself. I cannot expect perfection and perhaps if I can be a bit more forgiving of myself and concentrate on the positives of what I have achieved, then that would be another step in the right direction.
So there were a few sticks and stones in my path recently, but like we always say on this thread, pick yourself up and carry on - that is the real key! And also I need to give myself permission to have and enjoy a bit of cake on occasion - as some of us say, you have to live a little!
Have a great week!

Firstly I wanted to address the pudding question!



Anyway, it is April. I will be coming up to my third year of this journey and what a difference it has made to so many areas of my life. I had to be firm with myself to remember this, as I had eaten so many cupcakes over the weekend, I was really feeling as if I was losing control. I probably had 8 to 10 cupcakes over the entire weekend, but something about these cakes, as I so enjoyed them, triggered danger signals, as I was beginning to be haunted by them. It was like a flashback to years ago when I had trouble with self control and some foods, I was just craving these cakes so badly.
I was getting quite upset, but I was able to feel better by getting out there and doing cardio both Sat and Sun, which gave me back some control. I then realized that I still have a lot of work to do with feelings of guilt, as a former erratic eater. I still have battles with allowing myself to enjoy food, and sometimes being very hard on myself. I cannot expect perfection and perhaps if I can be a bit more forgiving of myself and concentrate on the positives of what I have achieved, then that would be another step in the right direction.
So there were a few sticks and stones in my path recently, but like we always say on this thread, pick yourself up and carry on - that is the real key! And also I need to give myself permission to have and enjoy a bit of cake on occasion - as some of us say, you have to live a little!
Have a great week!