phoenixgirl
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I''m coming on here to vent about my student teacher because I''m afraid that doing so on a teaching forum might be discovered by her.
My student teacher joined me (high school English teacher) this week, and her attitude regarding the experience is a let down.
The first day she told me (didn''t ask, told) that she would need to leave school early once a week (granted, not during a class, but during my assigned duty which she is responsible for assuming when it is time for her to teach) due to having her student teaching seminar that afternoon. I couldn''t believe that the university would be so boneheaded as to plan the seminar too close to the end of the school day so that she''d be forced to leave her placement early. And our contract is to stay fifteen minutes after the final bell, not leave before it on a whim. I checked the student teacher handbook and it says to adhere strictly to the teacher''s contractual hours.
As I questioned the university''s timing of the seminar, I discovered that she actually had sufficient time to get from one to the other but wanted to have leisurely time to go home in between and let out her dog.
So when I told her that I didn''t feel comfortable saying she could do this and that she''d need to clear it with the university and the administrator I''d have to ask to leave early, she was very argumentative, saying things like student teaching wasn''t her "real job" and she wished the university would make it clear which was the priority, the student teaching or the seminar (seems pretty obvious to me). She even said that she couldn''t afford to put her dog in a kennel which I think was a last ditch effort to guilt me into agreeing. But what if I had a class instead of a duty at that time? Would she still have asked to leave? If her reasons for leaving early were so compelling, then on the flip side the university would forgive her being a little late, right?
Then her university supervisor came to visit midweek. He is a congenial older man but quite the talker (which I knew as he was my supervisor when I student taught 7 years ago). He spent 50 minutes saying things like, "Student teaching is more important than working at Burger King" and telling anecdotes about whether male student teachers wear a coat and tie (in other words, not very relevant). I came to work 45 minutes early for this meeting, but once the bell rang and students came into my room, I got up and started writing my objectives on the board as required. He then suddenly remembered to question whether she should teach the elective class that I teach as well as my four English classes since she has not studied the other area (neither have I, but that doesn''t stop a school from thrusting those electives on you). I student taught two electives, so it didn''t occur to me that she would be given this option.
Since there was no time to discuss this in private, I said, well, it''s up to her. And she, feeling that she has been given an oh so difficult decision between teaching 4 or 5 classes, has opted for 4. I guess that any rational peson would go for the fewer classes, but I am worried that she will not fulfill the state or university requirements this way. The book clearly says that you need to teach x full days at each placement and that state dept. of education says you need to student teach for y hours full time, so I told student teacher that I was pretty sure she would then need to teach 4 classes for x days plus a few extra to make up for one fewer class. Student teacher claims to have already earned 25% more hours than she needed to at her middle school placement (which I know is a lie; it''s mathematically impossible without having added extra days which I know she didn''t do, and I heard her and the other student teacher laughing about how they made up their hour logs at the end of the placement), so she refuses to add extra days. OK, then, you are uncomfortable adding extra days or teaching this elective (I am sure this is only because the supervisor appeared to give her this option as I really couldn''t leave the planning/teaching of that class entirely up to her and would basically do everything for her anyway), so I came up with another teacher''s class that period that would not be a new prep for her that she could teach. But again, no, she is sure that she can just do 80% of the requirement. The problem is that university supervisor has been out of town and has not answered this question for us, and she does not have time to start early if needed.
But what bothers me is not that she''ll be teaching 80% instead of 100% of my classes as I couldn''t have really left the elective up to her anyway. What bothers me is her attitude and the way she always acts like I''m wrong about everything, so then I wind up having to argue with her about these things. I was so committed to doing a good job when I student taught but she seems to feel it is a burden that should receive as little effort as possible. My dept. head said maybe it is because I am younger, but this isn''t a great excuse. I''m actually a year older and two years more experienced that my cooperating teacher was, and I would have never questioned what she told me, left early, cooked the books, etc.
I guess I was hoping to have a student teacher who was excited about the opportunity and committed to doing her best with integrity. When I told my department head about her "it''s not my real job" comment, the dept. head said, "Yeah, but it''s her real grade!" I fear that I will be unable to write a positive letter of recommendation when this is all said and done. (That''s another issue. This is less of an actual gripe, but her middle school teacher apparently gave her rave reviews. Student teacher has several times mentioned that I can just evaluate her like her middle school teacher and actually brought them in to show me what she wrote. Does she think I am not as qualified as her previous teacher or that I can''t figure out from the handbook how and when to evaluate her? It seems a little premature to make me think about her evaluations before she has even begun teaching.)
After requesting to leave early the very first day, she then came 25 minutes late the second day. If she had been a student, I would have had to mark her tardy if she''d been one minute later. When I asked what had happened, she said that traffic is worse when you leave 20 minutes later. Well, she had been exactly on time the day before, so it wasn''t a very good plan to add an extra 20 minutes. After a few comments about adjusting from being a college student who is used to being hung over and sleeping late (yes, she really said that!), she finally seemed to get it and has been on time since and has been very careful to stay those extra 15 minutes at the end of the day, so I guess she is learning. I know that she needs a little grace on my part as she has never had a real job before (but again, I was a year or two younger than she is when I student taught and equally inexperienced job-wise, and I would have never done these things).
I guess I was expecting her to be bumbling when it came to classroom management or lesson planning (and she still may, she hasn''t started yet) but not when it came to integrity, attitude, or work ethic. I''m tired of all of my well-meaning advice and concern being misconstrued and rejected and it''s only been one week!
My student teacher joined me (high school English teacher) this week, and her attitude regarding the experience is a let down.
The first day she told me (didn''t ask, told) that she would need to leave school early once a week (granted, not during a class, but during my assigned duty which she is responsible for assuming when it is time for her to teach) due to having her student teaching seminar that afternoon. I couldn''t believe that the university would be so boneheaded as to plan the seminar too close to the end of the school day so that she''d be forced to leave her placement early. And our contract is to stay fifteen minutes after the final bell, not leave before it on a whim. I checked the student teacher handbook and it says to adhere strictly to the teacher''s contractual hours.
As I questioned the university''s timing of the seminar, I discovered that she actually had sufficient time to get from one to the other but wanted to have leisurely time to go home in between and let out her dog.
So when I told her that I didn''t feel comfortable saying she could do this and that she''d need to clear it with the university and the administrator I''d have to ask to leave early, she was very argumentative, saying things like student teaching wasn''t her "real job" and she wished the university would make it clear which was the priority, the student teaching or the seminar (seems pretty obvious to me). She even said that she couldn''t afford to put her dog in a kennel which I think was a last ditch effort to guilt me into agreeing. But what if I had a class instead of a duty at that time? Would she still have asked to leave? If her reasons for leaving early were so compelling, then on the flip side the university would forgive her being a little late, right?
Then her university supervisor came to visit midweek. He is a congenial older man but quite the talker (which I knew as he was my supervisor when I student taught 7 years ago). He spent 50 minutes saying things like, "Student teaching is more important than working at Burger King" and telling anecdotes about whether male student teachers wear a coat and tie (in other words, not very relevant). I came to work 45 minutes early for this meeting, but once the bell rang and students came into my room, I got up and started writing my objectives on the board as required. He then suddenly remembered to question whether she should teach the elective class that I teach as well as my four English classes since she has not studied the other area (neither have I, but that doesn''t stop a school from thrusting those electives on you). I student taught two electives, so it didn''t occur to me that she would be given this option.
Since there was no time to discuss this in private, I said, well, it''s up to her. And she, feeling that she has been given an oh so difficult decision between teaching 4 or 5 classes, has opted for 4. I guess that any rational peson would go for the fewer classes, but I am worried that she will not fulfill the state or university requirements this way. The book clearly says that you need to teach x full days at each placement and that state dept. of education says you need to student teach for y hours full time, so I told student teacher that I was pretty sure she would then need to teach 4 classes for x days plus a few extra to make up for one fewer class. Student teacher claims to have already earned 25% more hours than she needed to at her middle school placement (which I know is a lie; it''s mathematically impossible without having added extra days which I know she didn''t do, and I heard her and the other student teacher laughing about how they made up their hour logs at the end of the placement), so she refuses to add extra days. OK, then, you are uncomfortable adding extra days or teaching this elective (I am sure this is only because the supervisor appeared to give her this option as I really couldn''t leave the planning/teaching of that class entirely up to her and would basically do everything for her anyway), so I came up with another teacher''s class that period that would not be a new prep for her that she could teach. But again, no, she is sure that she can just do 80% of the requirement. The problem is that university supervisor has been out of town and has not answered this question for us, and she does not have time to start early if needed.
But what bothers me is not that she''ll be teaching 80% instead of 100% of my classes as I couldn''t have really left the elective up to her anyway. What bothers me is her attitude and the way she always acts like I''m wrong about everything, so then I wind up having to argue with her about these things. I was so committed to doing a good job when I student taught but she seems to feel it is a burden that should receive as little effort as possible. My dept. head said maybe it is because I am younger, but this isn''t a great excuse. I''m actually a year older and two years more experienced that my cooperating teacher was, and I would have never questioned what she told me, left early, cooked the books, etc.
I guess I was hoping to have a student teacher who was excited about the opportunity and committed to doing her best with integrity. When I told my department head about her "it''s not my real job" comment, the dept. head said, "Yeah, but it''s her real grade!" I fear that I will be unable to write a positive letter of recommendation when this is all said and done. (That''s another issue. This is less of an actual gripe, but her middle school teacher apparently gave her rave reviews. Student teacher has several times mentioned that I can just evaluate her like her middle school teacher and actually brought them in to show me what she wrote. Does she think I am not as qualified as her previous teacher or that I can''t figure out from the handbook how and when to evaluate her? It seems a little premature to make me think about her evaluations before she has even begun teaching.)
After requesting to leave early the very first day, she then came 25 minutes late the second day. If she had been a student, I would have had to mark her tardy if she''d been one minute later. When I asked what had happened, she said that traffic is worse when you leave 20 minutes later. Well, she had been exactly on time the day before, so it wasn''t a very good plan to add an extra 20 minutes. After a few comments about adjusting from being a college student who is used to being hung over and sleeping late (yes, she really said that!), she finally seemed to get it and has been on time since and has been very careful to stay those extra 15 minutes at the end of the day, so I guess she is learning. I know that she needs a little grace on my part as she has never had a real job before (but again, I was a year or two younger than she is when I student taught and equally inexperienced job-wise, and I would have never done these things).
I guess I was expecting her to be bumbling when it came to classroom management or lesson planning (and she still may, she hasn''t started yet) but not when it came to integrity, attitude, or work ethic. I''m tired of all of my well-meaning advice and concern being misconstrued and rejected and it''s only been one week!