Pichuchy, Oh honey, I am sorry about the night terrors and hope they are gone and sorry to find that news out about your father. I am glad you sound like you have a therapist that is helping, a good hubby and that school is keeping you busy. You remain in my prayers and thoughts. Glad you checked in and please check in from time to time. Hugs!!!Date: 9/16/2008 10:56:52 PM
Author: pichuchy21
Skippy, Dianne, Mommabear Thanks for checking in on me. I haven''t been online as much because I am swamped with school. It is literally taking up all of my time in a good way though. It keeps me busy and leaves me less time to think about how sad I feel knowing that my mom is gone. Things have been a bit crazy I started having what my therapist called night terrors and luckily I havent had any this week. I am back to sleeping with the night light on, but it really does make me feel better. The night terrors are freaky I wake up in the middle of the night screaming at the top of my lungs for no reason and just terrified I feel really scared, but dont know why. Its really weird. I just hope it doesn''t happen to me again. Also my sister and I discovered that my stepdad wasn''t the loyal man he potrayed himself to be which is really sad cause I just keep thinking about my poor mom and if she knew about it. I went to the mall the other night with my hisband and broke down in tears when I saw the thanksgiving decor in the store. It reminded me of my mom and how much she loved the holidays. This healing process is gonna be a long one, but school is really helping out. I will keep you guys posted. Thanks again for listening to me.
I am glad to hear you're keeping busy with school. Sometimes it helps to throw yourself into something & it's good that you have a positive outlet like that.Date: 9/16/2008 10:56:52 PM
Author: pichuchy21
Skippy, Dianne, Mommabear Thanks for checking in on me. I haven't been online as much because I am swamped with school. It is literally taking up all of my time in a good way though. It keeps me busy and leaves me less time to think about how sad I feel knowing that my mom is gone. Things have been a bit crazy I started having what my therapist called night terrors and luckily I havent had any this week. I am back to sleeping with the night light on, but it really does make me feel better. The night terrors are freaky I wake up in the middle of the night screaming at the top of my lungs for no reason and just terrified I feel really scared, but dont know why. Its really weird. I just hope it doesn't happen to me again. Also my sister and I discovered that my stepdad wasn't the loyal man he potrayed himself to be which is really sad cause I just keep thinking about my poor mom and if she knew about it. I went to the mall the other night with my hisband and broke down in tears when I saw the thanksgiving decor in the store. It reminded me of my mom and how much she loved the holidays. This healing process is gonna be a long one, but school is really helping out. I will keep you guys posted. Thanks again for listening to me.