allycat0303
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I am writing this because I am so devestated. Yesturday afternoon a neighbor''s dog broke into our yard and attacked my cat. My boyfriend and I came home, and heard from the neighbors. However, we had so many conflicting reports, that we did not even know what happened to my cat. We talked to the police (who were on the scence according to witnesses) but a police report was not filed. The emergency SPCA intervened but because it was Canada day and we couldn''t get anyone on the phone. We spent the night combing the neighborhood looking for his body. We went to the SPCA and a worker was there, but wouldn''t let us check to see if our cat had been brought in injured. He did not give us any info. This morning at 9 o''clock sharp we were at the SPCA. The emergency worker told us that our cat was attacked by the dog, and dragged through the streets. However he was still alive. But when he brought us in the back, my cat had passed away during the night.
I feel like I am too blame. I should have forced the SPCA to let me in on Canada day. I could have taken him to vet, and done soemthing. I don''t know what is wrong with me. My boyfriend and I have cried and cried all day. My cat was only 2 years old. I feel like he was there with me during the hardest year of my life and I let him down. The emergency worker assured me that his injuries (although unapparent on the outside) were severe, and that he probably died of an internal hemorrage. I keep thinking about how scared he must have been when the dog grabbed him.
The owner of the dog is a severe alcholic. When my boyfriend went to talk to him yesturday (witnesses said that it was his dog) he lied to us and said that he had worked all day outside, and the dogs never left his sight. He was clearly drunk, but we believed him. However, today, we finally got a copy of the police report (filed last night) and learnt that it was indeed his dogs that ran wild into our yard. We filed a police complaint against him, but the police said we should sue him because the law doesn''t allow them to much. We aren''t going to sue, because it won''t bring our cat back, but I don''t know how to deal with the guilt, and I keep crying. The worst is that we were at my house discussing my ring when my cat was attacked. We should have gone to his house. And the stupid thing is, for all I cared about my ring, I would have gladly given it away without a moment''s notice to save my cat''s life. It just snapped everything back into perspective really fast.
I feel like I am too blame. I should have forced the SPCA to let me in on Canada day. I could have taken him to vet, and done soemthing. I don''t know what is wrong with me. My boyfriend and I have cried and cried all day. My cat was only 2 years old. I feel like he was there with me during the hardest year of my life and I let him down. The emergency worker assured me that his injuries (although unapparent on the outside) were severe, and that he probably died of an internal hemorrage. I keep thinking about how scared he must have been when the dog grabbed him.
The owner of the dog is a severe alcholic. When my boyfriend went to talk to him yesturday (witnesses said that it was his dog) he lied to us and said that he had worked all day outside, and the dogs never left his sight. He was clearly drunk, but we believed him. However, today, we finally got a copy of the police report (filed last night) and learnt that it was indeed his dogs that ran wild into our yard. We filed a police complaint against him, but the police said we should sue him because the law doesn''t allow them to much. We aren''t going to sue, because it won''t bring our cat back, but I don''t know how to deal with the guilt, and I keep crying. The worst is that we were at my house discussing my ring when my cat was attacked. We should have gone to his house. And the stupid thing is, for all I cared about my ring, I would have gladly given it away without a moment''s notice to save my cat''s life. It just snapped everything back into perspective really fast.