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Ideal_Rock
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A while back, I said how PS was sometimes like a Collective-Wise-Auntie where you could get lots of different and helpful perspectives and advice.
So I need your guidance and ideas, Auntie!
Here's the deal: I got on pretty well with Dad's latest wife for quite a while. I was extra-careful about making her feel loved and accepted and being chill when she was weird (and vice versa, no doubt) and trying to actively seek out her company, e-mail her, that kind of thing. Anyway, sometime around engagement, she got odd and stand-offish. Would make defensive comments about her daughters (remember drug-dealer-boyfriend-step-sister?) and generally be a bit difficult. I wonder if my dad said something to her about my concerns re step-sis's drug-dealing beau?
Anyway, to make things worse, she cannot relate to DH at ALL, and DH can't stand being around her because it gets so tense and he finds her totally bizarre. Conversation at the dinner table is so stilted and awkward with her. She is very new-agey, and we are world-engaged active types. I can deal fine, but DH just can't.
Oh, and by the way, I go way out of my way to look out for her daughters too, doing them favours, helping them with their college papers, giving advice and encouragement, etc.
So, this all culminated on our last visit, which we paid at my dad's pleading insistence. We arrived at their house, and Step-mom basically told us that we were going to sleep at the neighbour's.
She said she thought we'd have more privacy there, since both her daughters were home. At my dad's/her place, we'd have been sleeping in the basement (complete with fireplace... not so bad). But her daughters often use the basement door instead of the upstairs one, and Step-mom said she was worried they would disturb us. These girls are 21 & 23 (I think?). Surely they could simply be asked to use the front door while we were there. WEIRD! MAKES NO SENSE!
Privacy? Sleeping at some random strangers' house whom we'd never even met? After we had been invited, even coerced by my dad to come visit them? It was just about the most awkward scenario imaginable. Going over the neighbour's was so humiliating. I couldn't believe I was being kicked out of my father's house. Literally nudged out of the nest! And I felt like the random stranger-neighbours would 'see' that too.
OK, so now here's the issue. I'm due for a visit before I get way too pregnoid with these twins to travel, but I just can't bring myself to stay at their house now. If I stay there, it will be super awkward, because I feel that a clear message has been sent that I'm not welcome there. I can easily shack up at a friend's place, or even get a hotel. But if I don't stay at their place, I feel like I'll be sending an equally clear message. And my dad would be so hurt.
So this is keeping me from the trip.
What should I do, Auntie PS? Advise me!
So I need your guidance and ideas, Auntie!
Here's the deal: I got on pretty well with Dad's latest wife for quite a while. I was extra-careful about making her feel loved and accepted and being chill when she was weird (and vice versa, no doubt) and trying to actively seek out her company, e-mail her, that kind of thing. Anyway, sometime around engagement, she got odd and stand-offish. Would make defensive comments about her daughters (remember drug-dealer-boyfriend-step-sister?) and generally be a bit difficult. I wonder if my dad said something to her about my concerns re step-sis's drug-dealing beau?
Anyway, to make things worse, she cannot relate to DH at ALL, and DH can't stand being around her because it gets so tense and he finds her totally bizarre. Conversation at the dinner table is so stilted and awkward with her. She is very new-agey, and we are world-engaged active types. I can deal fine, but DH just can't.
Oh, and by the way, I go way out of my way to look out for her daughters too, doing them favours, helping them with their college papers, giving advice and encouragement, etc.
So, this all culminated on our last visit, which we paid at my dad's pleading insistence. We arrived at their house, and Step-mom basically told us that we were going to sleep at the neighbour's.
Privacy? Sleeping at some random strangers' house whom we'd never even met? After we had been invited, even coerced by my dad to come visit them? It was just about the most awkward scenario imaginable. Going over the neighbour's was so humiliating. I couldn't believe I was being kicked out of my father's house. Literally nudged out of the nest! And I felt like the random stranger-neighbours would 'see' that too.
OK, so now here's the issue. I'm due for a visit before I get way too pregnoid with these twins to travel, but I just can't bring myself to stay at their house now. If I stay there, it will be super awkward, because I feel that a clear message has been sent that I'm not welcome there. I can easily shack up at a friend's place, or even get a hotel. But if I don't stay at their place, I feel like I'll be sending an equally clear message. And my dad would be so hurt.
So this is keeping me from the trip.
What should I do, Auntie PS? Advise me!