DMBsGirl
Brilliant_Rock
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I got a text from a close friend over the weekend that she and her boyfriend had gotten engaged. While deep down I was super happy for her, it made me feel like crap and put me in the worst mood. My bf cou''ldn''t understand why I had a bad attitude all of a sudden.
Why can''t they just understand how hard it is to see so many others getting the one thing that you have wanted for so long. Everytime it happens to another friend it just makes me wonder "why not me?", "what is wrong with me?"
He assures me that it will happen and now has a new little line..."Everyone gets their time to shine." All I want to do it throw a shoe at him when he says that. I''m not excited anymore, there is just so much tension and bad feelings around this subject, when it happens I can''t imagine being giddy and happy.
Why can''t they just understand how hard it is to see so many others getting the one thing that you have wanted for so long. Everytime it happens to another friend it just makes me wonder "why not me?", "what is wrong with me?"
He assures me that it will happen and now has a new little line..."Everyone gets their time to shine." All I want to do it throw a shoe at him when he says that. I''m not excited anymore, there is just so much tension and bad feelings around this subject, when it happens I can''t imagine being giddy and happy.