HopeDream
Ideal_Rock
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Hi folks,
As I write this I should have been in bed about two hours ago. I always seem to stay up until I can't keep my eyes open and only then do I go to bed. I'm not a night owl, I just hate going to bed. Even when my sweetheart is there all cozy and waiting (This isn't an intimacy thing, our love life is humming along fine)-and I do enjoy falling asleep next to him.
Something about going to bed just seems boring, or empty, or lonely somehow. I have always hated going to bed, and from age 9 or ten would stay up late reading to the wee hours.
I have no trouble falling asleep and do so usualy within 10 minutes of my head touching the pillow. My bed is soft and cozy with the nicest linens and the fluffiest down quilt. The bedroom is clean and tidy and as welcoming as I can make it.
In the morning I don't mind being in bed and on weekends I enjoy sleeping in. Most of the week I'm tired because I stay up too late and then have to start my day early.
I'd realy like to just get to bed on time, but the reality is that I stay up well past sleepieness into a meditative state of carrying on.
Does any one else have similar experiences? Am I nuts?
As I write this I should have been in bed about two hours ago. I always seem to stay up until I can't keep my eyes open and only then do I go to bed. I'm not a night owl, I just hate going to bed. Even when my sweetheart is there all cozy and waiting (This isn't an intimacy thing, our love life is humming along fine)-and I do enjoy falling asleep next to him.
Something about going to bed just seems boring, or empty, or lonely somehow. I have always hated going to bed, and from age 9 or ten would stay up late reading to the wee hours.
I have no trouble falling asleep and do so usualy within 10 minutes of my head touching the pillow. My bed is soft and cozy with the nicest linens and the fluffiest down quilt. The bedroom is clean and tidy and as welcoming as I can make it.
In the morning I don't mind being in bed and on weekends I enjoy sleeping in. Most of the week I'm tired because I stay up too late and then have to start my day early.
I'd realy like to just get to bed on time, but the reality is that I stay up well past sleepieness into a meditative state of carrying on.
Does any one else have similar experiences? Am I nuts?