justginger
Ideal_Rock
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- May 11, 2009
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Thank you again, everyone. Today has been such a challenge. I've been sick the past couple of days and was staying home from work today anyway -- but that means I have been home alone all day, sick and sad. It's hard to be sad by yourself, so thank you for sharing in the pain with me. I am proud of what we do as foster carers, and I know we made a genuine difference in Trifecta's short life. He was in poor condition when we got him and wouldn't have lasted more than a few more days on the streets. At least he got another month with us, and was genuinely happy while he was here. I just wish we could have done more, I wish I had found him in the night when he was perhaps saveable.
I have visited him in his little box, where he rests until DH gets home from work to bury him. It may be morbid, but it feels right to stroke him and talk to him, and have a bit of a cry. What is left is a shell, the essence of him is gone. It makes me more comfortable with the thought of burying him because it's not really HIM. I've saved a tuft of his fur, which will go in the frame of a painting I am having made of him. He can sit on my bedside table now, close to the shoulder he always perched on.
I do treasure the thought of seeing him again at the Rainbow Bridge, along with all of the other furbabies that have played an important role in my life.
I have visited him in his little box, where he rests until DH gets home from work to bury him. It may be morbid, but it feels right to stroke him and talk to him, and have a bit of a cry. What is left is a shell, the essence of him is gone. It makes me more comfortable with the thought of burying him because it's not really HIM. I've saved a tuft of his fur, which will go in the frame of a painting I am having made of him. He can sit on my bedside table now, close to the shoulder he always perched on.
I do treasure the thought of seeing him again at the Rainbow Bridge, along with all of the other furbabies that have played an important role in my life.