This is most only a rant...but now it seems since the big E has been discussed seriously all events/ holidays that pop up make me have a slight feeling of expectation...i did not expect it on christmas at all...but new years i began to think maybe...but it didn''t happen. Now my birthday is coming up ( this Friday), and i can''t help but feel a vague sense of hope that maybe it is going to happen.
However, deep down I really don''t think it is going to happen. : /
However, deep down I really don''t think it is going to happen. : /