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I was thinking about you the other day and all our "going for the gold" talk. Charlie must be so big now!!!
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And I'm fairly certain that this is AF, but not positive.
) but especially if you are open to a boy, the China special needs program (many needs are very minor, even some as minor as a birth mark!) can be a relatively straightforward journey where your child can be home in about a year from start to finish...
parrot tulips|1371570720|3468063 said:MP - I had tested out the trigger quite early (waited for several days of negatives). My rational mind knows it was ridiculously early for those faint positives to be anything (but those darn internet cheapies make testing too often overly tempting), and I've had a lot of issues with Wondfo's and evaporate lines, so I didn't take them all that seriously. But a small part of me hoped that maybe it was twins (we had 7 mature follicles and were willing to risk multiples).
Bella - Thank you for your kind and thoughtful words.
I think our family is perfect as is. I've never longed for a huge family. It's the trying for something and failing at it that bugs me most. But my husband always wanted more than one child. And having lost Ava's twin late term, a part of him feels she was supposed to have a sibling, and the idea she won't have one makes his heart ache just a bit. And that's why it's so hard to decide when enough's enough. This all sounds so dramatic somehow, but honestly, I think once we accept whatever life throws our way, we'll be perfectly happy and won't look back.
Keep that in your mind and hopefully it will allow you to make your decision with less anguish. My thoughts are with you.
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