allycat0303
Ideal_Rock
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For the life of me, I can''t figure out why I don''t want children. I''ve spent so much time analyzing, wondering, etc., about what is *wrong with me* everyone says to me,"Oh you''ll feel differently when they are your own children" And really, what if I don''t feel differently once I''ve had them? It''s not as if I can change me mind.
To be brutally honest though, this is something that makes me feel really bad. I follow my high school friends on facebook and I see all of them becoming mothers. And some of these girls are woman that I thought at the time were WAAAY less maternal then me. And I constantly ask myself, "What is wrong with me?" How come these girls can all do it and I can''t?
So it''s not something I say lightly. I think about it everyday. And everyday, I wish I felt differently.
To be brutally honest though, this is something that makes me feel really bad. I follow my high school friends on facebook and I see all of them becoming mothers. And some of these girls are woman that I thought at the time were WAAAY less maternal then me. And I constantly ask myself, "What is wrong with me?" How come these girls can all do it and I can''t?
So it''s not something I say lightly. I think about it everyday. And everyday, I wish I felt differently.