Sabine
Ideal_Rock
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After getting off hormonal birth control when we started our ttc journey, I SWORE I would never go back on it. I had been on it for 10 years and just didn't like what it did to my sex drive.
I've enjoyed being off bc since then, and things have improved since ds was born with the major exception of the fact that I now have ridiculous PMS. I can practically feel myself having hormonal spikes both around the time of O and the couple days before AF. Seriously, I'm filled with rage about ridiculous stuff, nothing can make me happy, and I can float around in this little bubble above my head WATCHING myself acting and reacting and OVERreacting inappropriately, yet not being able to do a darn thing to stop it. Knowing why I'm acting so crazy and that it will pass soon doesn't seem to do any good in stopping me from acting crazy.
Which do you think is the lesser of these 2 evils...going back on hbc or being the crazy pms girl?
I've enjoyed being off bc since then, and things have improved since ds was born with the major exception of the fact that I now have ridiculous PMS. I can practically feel myself having hormonal spikes both around the time of O and the couple days before AF. Seriously, I'm filled with rage about ridiculous stuff, nothing can make me happy, and I can float around in this little bubble above my head WATCHING myself acting and reacting and OVERreacting inappropriately, yet not being able to do a darn thing to stop it. Knowing why I'm acting so crazy and that it will pass soon doesn't seem to do any good in stopping me from acting crazy.
Which do you think is the lesser of these 2 evils...going back on hbc or being the crazy pms girl?