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Ideal_Rock
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I have been a stay at home mom for almost 11 years and I think I am going to lose my mind. I adore my kids, but I never thought I was the stay at home mom type- I even told my husband that when we married. I have my bachelers and started on my masters while working very successfully while going to grad school. I quite grad school and work when I had my first child and never went back. I now have 4 kids ages 4-11.
I am not interested in going back into the field I was before (business) so I figure my masters credits I earned towards my MBA will be useless to a new degree, but I'm hoping my 4.0 grad school average as well as my previous work history or rising high in my company position will at least get my foot in the door when applying to a grad program. I've been out of the work force so long - almost 11 years that I'm hoping at least my past record will show that I have the brains to do the work if they accept me.
I have no idea how I will balance it all. I will need a program that lets me take just one course a semester including summer and spread a masters over 3 or 4 years instead of the usual 2. So by the time I finish, my youngest will be in 2nd grade.
I know my husband expects me to stay home until our kids are through high school but I swear I am going to lose my friggin mind being home. I really really am.
Plus I don't like that I'm dependent on my husband for income. I don't want to go into details but I'm questioning our long term future and I NEED to make myself marketable in a job market.
Right now, I know nobody would hire me and my skills are far from current.
The degrees I'm thinking of would require pre-requisites because they are science related and I have a B.A. not too much science there and business courses for my masters work.
What do you all think of online learning vs classroom learning?
Or maybe a combo of both such as online for prereqs vs classroom for masters?
Considering I got my BA in 1990 before online learning, I can't imagine how it would even work!
Also, for those of you with young kids, am I crazy to even consider this? Keep in mind, I have FOUR kids. Ages 4,5,8, and 11.
I kinda feel trapped because I feel if I don't do something, I am going to lose my mind in my house. Even with playdates, activites etc, I so much miss interacting with others in a brain using/making me think kinda way!!!!
Advice and comments are welcome!
Also, at age 39- well 40 by the time I start- will I feel like a dinasaur in masters level classes?
The field I'm thinking of is nutrition which is pretty competative but really interests me.
My frieinds and family I have discussed this with feel its a great fit for my personality and interests.
Also I feel its a field that once I do start to work, my age will work for me not against me.'
Afterall, who would you rather take nutrition adivce from- someone in their 40's or 20's? I don't think my age will hurt me at all when I start to work.
And please ignore the spelling mistakes, my 4 year old is sitting on my lap- not a thing to do if I'm doing graduate work or applications LOL.
edited to add: a big issue holding me back too is that while it would always be nice to have extra income from work, we would do just fine as a family if I never worked again. I figure its gonna take me a few years just to recoop the cost of a degree. So it makes me feel selfish that it would be hard on my kids.
But that being said, I have this intense fear that if my marriage fall apart, I need need to be able to bring in some income and have my own career.
I never never thought I would be in a situation where I'm home and losing my mind. I always swore I would not stay home. I enjoyed it the first 5 or 6 years but its really really hard.
I'm not sure I would want my daughters to take the path I did. But there is not right answer is there. Being a woman with kids is tough no matter how you look at it. I worked my butt off in college and my career and wonder if I made a mistake by walking away. But on the other hand its been amazing having the change to be with my kids.
Can you all tell I'm confused!
I am not interested in going back into the field I was before (business) so I figure my masters credits I earned towards my MBA will be useless to a new degree, but I'm hoping my 4.0 grad school average as well as my previous work history or rising high in my company position will at least get my foot in the door when applying to a grad program. I've been out of the work force so long - almost 11 years that I'm hoping at least my past record will show that I have the brains to do the work if they accept me.
I have no idea how I will balance it all. I will need a program that lets me take just one course a semester including summer and spread a masters over 3 or 4 years instead of the usual 2. So by the time I finish, my youngest will be in 2nd grade.
I know my husband expects me to stay home until our kids are through high school but I swear I am going to lose my friggin mind being home. I really really am.
Plus I don't like that I'm dependent on my husband for income. I don't want to go into details but I'm questioning our long term future and I NEED to make myself marketable in a job market.
Right now, I know nobody would hire me and my skills are far from current.
The degrees I'm thinking of would require pre-requisites because they are science related and I have a B.A. not too much science there and business courses for my masters work.
What do you all think of online learning vs classroom learning?
Or maybe a combo of both such as online for prereqs vs classroom for masters?
Considering I got my BA in 1990 before online learning, I can't imagine how it would even work!
Also, for those of you with young kids, am I crazy to even consider this? Keep in mind, I have FOUR kids. Ages 4,5,8, and 11.
I kinda feel trapped because I feel if I don't do something, I am going to lose my mind in my house. Even with playdates, activites etc, I so much miss interacting with others in a brain using/making me think kinda way!!!!
Advice and comments are welcome!
Also, at age 39- well 40 by the time I start- will I feel like a dinasaur in masters level classes?
The field I'm thinking of is nutrition which is pretty competative but really interests me.
My frieinds and family I have discussed this with feel its a great fit for my personality and interests.
Also I feel its a field that once I do start to work, my age will work for me not against me.'
Afterall, who would you rather take nutrition adivce from- someone in their 40's or 20's? I don't think my age will hurt me at all when I start to work.
And please ignore the spelling mistakes, my 4 year old is sitting on my lap- not a thing to do if I'm doing graduate work or applications LOL.
edited to add: a big issue holding me back too is that while it would always be nice to have extra income from work, we would do just fine as a family if I never worked again. I figure its gonna take me a few years just to recoop the cost of a degree. So it makes me feel selfish that it would be hard on my kids.
But that being said, I have this intense fear that if my marriage fall apart, I need need to be able to bring in some income and have my own career.
I never never thought I would be in a situation where I'm home and losing my mind. I always swore I would not stay home. I enjoyed it the first 5 or 6 years but its really really hard.
I'm not sure I would want my daughters to take the path I did. But there is not right answer is there. Being a woman with kids is tough no matter how you look at it. I worked my butt off in college and my career and wonder if I made a mistake by walking away. But on the other hand its been amazing having the change to be with my kids.
Can you all tell I'm confused!