Smurfysmiles
Ideal_Rock
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I know some of you are surprised to see me- I have been away for quite awhile. I lurk once in a blue moon and came across a topic where some people were wondering what had happened to me...Basically four words- depression and mood swings. Having this time away from the computer has given me some time to do some internal thinking regarding me and my personality. My best friend moved out to Colorado and I''m finally getting paid for doing some freelancing graphic design projects. Although I am still on the lookout for a more permanent position. I know some of you think I have rushed things in my life but fi and I are just as happy as we have ever been. We met a war veteran about 3 months ago who put everything in perspective for us both. Wedding plans are moving slowly but mostly because one can only research centerpieces for a certain amount of time before needing time off from that.
Anyways....the main reason I am making this post is because I have my blue shoes and I know that some of you were curious to see how they came out. I absolutely love them but they will certainly take some time to get used to walking in. I also noticed people thought I maybe shouldn''t be planning a wedding in the first place if I could not afford 30 dollar shoes. The reason for that was at the time I knew they were about to go out of stock and I had not budgeted for them (yes I have to budget for shoes!). I had to pay my student loans and other bills first. Without ado...here are my shoes.
Anyways....the main reason I am making this post is because I have my blue shoes and I know that some of you were curious to see how they came out. I absolutely love them but they will certainly take some time to get used to walking in. I also noticed people thought I maybe shouldn''t be planning a wedding in the first place if I could not afford 30 dollar shoes. The reason for that was at the time I knew they were about to go out of stock and I had not budgeted for them (yes I have to budget for shoes!). I had to pay my student loans and other bills first. Without ado...here are my shoes.
You know it''s weird? I''m to the point where I really don''t care how things look or if something goes wrong, I could just go down to the courthouse and get married and be happy with that (although my dad wouldn''t since his deposit would be down the drain :-\). And getting upset if people say they have a bad day at work isn''t going to make it any easier to find a job, it''s just going to make that person feel bad and I''m sorry to anyone I''ve berated that was having a bad day at work, it was immature of me. I''m not back permanently but I really felt I needed to come apologize. Life is just too short to stir up trouble for no reason.
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