First sign of suspicious activity/strange behavior?!

Date: 7/13/2009 11:28:19 AM
Author:Dreamgirl
I didn't sleep AT ALL last night and I've GOT to get this all out. What better place than here?!! (It's nothing bad BTW)

So for my birthday on Friday S got me a very darling RHR. It was a total surprise and I love it! I had kind of wanted a new RHR for a few years now but didn't want anything too fancy because once engaged, I don't even know if I will wear a RHR. When I put it on he was all smile face and said 'Your very first Tiffany ring!' to which I playfully reply 'So is my second one going to have diamonds?' To make a long story short, it was a size 5.5 (this is the size of my ring finger) but since it's for the right hand and 3mm wide, it was a little tight. We took it back yesterday and wanted to try the size 6 which they are out of but are sending it to me this week. So there has been a lot of 'ring fitting' discussion going on this weekend due to that. He also said to me more than once and to the SA yesterday 3 TIMES 'Well, I guess it's ok if it's a little big and spins anyway because it isn't like there is a stone on it, I guess it would have to fit better with a stone...'

After that we are at the Library to pick up some stuff (DVD's & a custom home building book) when S says 'hey, I know a book I think you will like' and takes me over to where this said book was. So it's a 'How to Buy a Diamond' book. Which is strange because probably a year ago now I showed him a very similar book at the Library and he was disinterested, slighly annoyed. You know the behavior...'Don't talk to me about rings' type attitude lol. Anyway he grabs another book next to it 'Engagement and Wedding Rings' and tells me to check them both out to look at. um...ok...........

So yesterday evening he went on the computer at my house and I was talking to him. I was asking him if he was going to be on there very long and he said 'Nope, just checking my email' to which he opens his email box and guess what I see? SEVERAL emails sent to himself from himself entitled...
Subject#1: gemstones
Subject#2: gemstones
Subject#3: wedding bands
and then others that said something in reference of how to buy a diamond, with this ring...etc..etc..

He CLICKS out of it super fast as if 'Oops! Oh crap!' and I didn't say a word about it. (I got super giddy feeling yet sick feeling at the same time) I just kept talking like I didn't see but now it's driving me insane. I don't know if he knows I saw it. What was that all about?! I'm up all night thinking about it. Is he bored? It doesn't make sense to me that he would look at this stuff because he lost his job in April (currently looking and has interviewed for others). But still, at this point it wouldn't make sense to me. He's all about saving money and being 'set' as far as a job and money goes. That's why I'm thinking maybe he's getting super bored and now looking at this stuff. Maybe it has something to do with my RHR and all the 'how the ring fits' discussions. OMG! lol I get to work this morning thinking maybe he sent those emails to me too and I'm reading too much into this, maybe it isn't anything like I think it is. But he didn't send me any of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have no idea. Oh my gosh...

Date: 7/13/2009 11:46:06 AM
Author: CheshireSmile
Wow! Sounds exciting!

What does your new RHR look like?

Date: 7/13/2009 11:46:43 AM
Author: purselover
Aww, first off happy belated birthday! I hope you had a wonderful day.

hmmm....the wedding band link is def interesting! As for the gemstones do you think maybe he's looking at buying you one of Tiffany's gemstone rings as an ering if he is unable to spend a lot of money right now on a diamond?

I don't think guys look at rings when they're bored, I think usually they're thinking about something else He might be doing some preliminary research if he lands one of the jobs he's been looking at.

I don't want to mislead you if I'm way off base, but it definitely seems like a suspicious change in behavior

Date: 7/13/2009 11:50:44 AM
Author: Dreamgirl
Ah crap. I didn't bring photos with me to work. I can post tomorrow! But it's the Tiffany Notes 'I love you' ring. It's just perfect becasue I wanted something basic but gorgeous...I plan on taking photos of the new one when she arrives!

Date: 7/13/2009 11:49:17 AM
Author: ckrickett


That right there would be a sign to me. Since my SO wants no talk of rings until he is ready. So the fact that he went out of his way to get you to get that book would have my LIW alarm ringing!!


duuuussssstttt

Date: 7/13/2009 11:51:21 AM
Author: Erinleigh
Haha, Im with purselover! I dont think boys look at rings when they're bored... at least FF doesnt! ***DUST*** that he's up to something

Date: 7/13/2009 11:54:37 AM
Author: CheshireSmile
Just looked it up on the Tiffany website - it's beautiful! Very elegant - please post some hand shots when you get the new one!

Date: 7/13/2009 12:00:46 PM
Author: TheBigT
Clearly, you should log into his email account and see what those emails were all about...

Date: 7/13/2009 12:03:42 PM
Author: Dreamgirl

That would be a great idea however, he hasn't opened them yet. So even if I could, I can't because they haven't been read! DON'T you try and get me in trouble missy. Encouragement of spying would be bad because I'm already borderline ready to spy anyway. Oh I want to spy it out so badly right now. I'm TERIIBLE at these things.

Date: 7/13/2009 12:06:09 PM
Author: misskitty
Exciting!!

p.s. Love the RHR, checked it out on the T&Co site, and it's awesome.

Date: 7/13/2009 12:07:32 PM
Author: TheBigT
Oh please! Does he have gmail? You can 'mark as unread.'

Date: 7/13/2009 12:09:06 PM
Author: Dreamgirl

No (aol) but that sounds AWESOME. Marking emails as unread. Rats!

Date: 7/13/2009 11:56:57 AM
Author: Dreamgirl

I know........right? I mean I always slip from time to time and say something about the whole topic but it's just all so weird to me. I don't know what to think. I honestly didn't think an engagement would come for another 3 years. Which a huge part of me still thinks. But it's still strange behavior.

Date: 7/13/2009 2:25:29 PM
Author: princessplease
Happy belated birthday, dream!!!

I wish you mayjah DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

I want to see the RHR, too!

Date: 7/13/2009 2:45:47 PM
Author: KittyBling
Happy belated Bday Dreamgirl!!!!

I've read your posts as a lurker and I know you love Tiffany's (as do I) It does sound like your SO is upto something sneaky... It's not natural for guys to take so much interest in rings and diamonds unless they are serious about it

Here's some ***DUST*** just incase

Date: 7/13/2009 4:17:16 PM
Author: kittybean
Aww, Dreamgirl, I hope he is really up to something! At least you can be sure in which direction he is headed--that is more than half the battle. How exciting! Come chat with us whenever you think you can't hold it in any longer.

Oh, and happy birthday, friend! I hope you had a wonderful day.

Date: 7/13/2009 4:58:34 PM
Author: Dreamgirl

I hope he is too!

This may sound like a mumbled mess but: I'm excited about this but for some reason I'm so uneasy/nervous about it. I guess because being together this long...I just always feel a little like it's never going to happen. You know? I mean, I know it will because this is what we want. We've talked about it several times! But it's such a different feeling I now have. Like naaaaaah he can't be serious! And now to think that he is up to whatever it is he's up to and I'm wondering why and is it really because he's thinking about it more makes me feel all kinds of things inside!