Cosmo_Gal
Shiny_Rock
- Joined
- Jun 26, 2008
- Messages
- 113
I think it''s finally safe to say that I should be taken off the list. I love my SO very much, but we''re in what seems like an endless downward spiral and I''m not convinced that we''ll be getting engaged anytime soon or at all. I had hopes that we would work things out..i''m just not sure we will. I just came back from a weekend away with him and a friend which ended very very badly. It might even be the end of our relationship, but I don''t know right now. Feeling incredibly sad and incredibly hurt. Just wish I could make the pain stop. Things started to get bad awhile back, then they got much better and then they got way worse. Since things have been getting bad he started spending more and more time with a guy friend of his that I don''t particularly care for because he''s a womanizer. At this point I feel like I''m intruding on the relationship they''re having. He spends more time maintaining that relationship now than he does ours. I''m just so lost right now..