Post by Cehrabehra » November 16th, 2009, 8:43 am
I''m not a very well organized person and I tend to drift add style into anything that looks interesting or entertaining. It is so hard for me to channel my focus and I''m feeling very overwhelmed with the amount of things I need to do and I think it''s getting to me. I just want to wiggle my nose and have the next 8 weeks flash by so I can start settling in in China. But in order for that to go smoothly I have about a billion things to do and every time I scratch something off my list I add two more. Plus it''s hard to decide what should be done first. I''ve spent hours and hours on the phone the past week, some convos being much more productive than others. Some I am downright going in circles trying to figure out who has the right answer and in the end end up talking to the same person I started with who just shrugs and sends me to another person - rinse and repeat. It is so frustrating. I want to escape, get in the bath and read or watch tv. Or even just stare into space and listen to the internal hum.

How do you guys deal with this stuff?
Sara

The most beautiful experience we can have
is the mysterious - the fundamental emotion which
stands at the cradle of true art and true science.
~ Albert Einstein ~